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Entering the Forest
A forest. Dense. Green. Familiar and yet uneasy. At its center, a clearing: a fragile figure, the terminally ill grandmother, Shin Okja, surrounded by watchful silence. At its edges, shapes barely visible. Eyes. Teeth. Stillness.
Anyone looking at this image will recognize the echo of a fairy tale. A red hood. A forest. A wolf. Yet something feels wrong. The danger does not come from a single direction. The forest hides more than one animal. That is the key.
In Jinx, predation does not wear a single face. It does not always announce itself through violence. It often arrives disguised as smile, care, opportunity, professionalism, or inevitability. Like the forest, the story teaches its characters and Jinx-lovers that what is most dangerous is rarely what is most visible.
The wolf is there, of course. He always is. But the wolf is not alone.
Something waits above, patient and still.
Something coils, slow and deliberate.
Something laughs from the margins, waiting for weakness.
Something walks close, warm and familiar—speaking softly, until trust opens the way.
This essay does not begin by naming these creatures. It begins by asking a simpler question: What makes a predator in Jinx?
Is it violence or power?
Intent or outcome?
Hunger or indifference?
Necessity or luxury?
Across hospitals, gyms, agencies, and intimate spaces, the same structure repeats itself: asymmetry. Of strength. Of money. Of knowledge. Of age. Of status. Those who stand higher decide the pace, the rules, the price. Those below learn to adapt, to endure, to apologize.
And yet, not all predators look the same. Some act openly.
(chapter 14) Others hide behind systems.
(chapter 1) Some exploit bodies.
(chapter 11) Others exploit labor, fear, loyalty, or belief. The forest contains them all.
The tragedy is not that the little red riding hood enters the woods. It is that she is taught to trust what should never have been neutral. This logic is already present at the very beginning of the tale, in both its major versions. In the seventeenth-century version by Charles Perrault, the child is introduced as “the prettiest creature who was ever seen,” excessively loved by her mother and even more so by her grandmother, who expresses affection not through instruction, but through gifts—most notably the red hood that gives the girl her name.
Once upon a time there lived in a certain village a little country girl, the prettiest creature who was ever seen. Her mother was excessively fond of her; and her grandmother doted on her still more. This good woman had a little red riding hood made for her. It suited the girl so extremely well that everybody called her Little Red Riding Hood. Charles Perrault’s version https://sites.pitt.edu/~dash/perrault02.html
The Grimm brothers repeat the same structure: a sweet child, adored by all, especially by her grandmother, who again responds to love by giving rather than teaching.
Once upon a time, there was a sweet little girl loved by everyone who met her—but most of all by her grandmother. The old woman adored her so much that she made her a small red velvet hood. It suited her perfectly, and from that day on, everyone called her Little Red Riding Hood. Grimm’s version https://americanliterature.com/childrens-stories/little-red-riding-hood
In both versions, the child’s defining trait is not curiosity or disobedience, but being loved too much. That excess of affection becomes a curse. Because she is cherished, she does not expect danger; because she is protected in theory, she is never prepared in practice. The forest is not introduced as hostile, but as neutral — until it proves otherwise. Only later does Little Red Riding Hood learn what the forest truly is, and what kind of creatures have always lived there.
This essay argues that Jinx is not about identifying a single villain, but about learning to see: to recognize how predation hides behind smiles, contracts, concern, gifts, medicine, and “opportunity”; to understand why innocence is repeatedly punished for trusting the wrong voice; and to ask why those who survive often do so not by strength alone, but by forming true alliances.
In a forest like this, the most dangerous predators are not the ones we fear — but the ones we excuse or trust blindly.
Learning to See in the Forest
Before naming any creature, it is necessary to understand how predation functions. Not as moral failure, but as structure. Not as exception, but as pattern.
The word predator is deceptively simple. In everyday speech, it evokes an animal: claws, teeth, a chase in the forest. But that image is already an interpretation — and in an essay like this, interpretation must come after criteria. That is why I begin with language.
Most dictionaries (merriam) describe a predator first in biological terms (an organism that preys on others for food), then broaden the meaning toward human behavior: a person or business exploiting others for personal advantage, and, more specifically, a person who seeks sexual contact in a coercive or manipulative manner. It is precisely this lexical structure — the word expanding from nature to economy (cambridge) to sexuality — that makes the three-part distinction not arbitrary but necessary. The story itself demands it: in Jinx, harm is not produced by a single monster, but by a system in which bodies, labor, and vulnerability are consumed in different ways.
The first definition matters because it prevents moralism. If preying exists in biology, then predation is not automatically synonymous with “evil.” It is a function: one being’s survival depends on another’s depletion. From there, the question becomes not “Who is wicked?” but “What structure allows consumption without consequence?”
A predator, in the strict biological sense, is an organism that survives by consuming another organism.
One might wonder why I do not simply say “animal,” since predators are commonly associated with wolves, snakes, eagles or hyenas. Yet biology itself corrects this reflex: predatism is not limited to animals. A plant can be predatory (carnivorous plants that trap and digest insects). Parasites and certain worms can behave like predators, feeding on living hosts over time. Some predators kill quickly; others drain slowly. Some hunt actively; others wait. The key point is not the image of an animal, but the logic of consumption.
The green-haired man offers one of the clearest, and most unsettling, illustrations of predation as a relational process rather than a fixed identity.
(chapter 42). When he speaks of Joo Jaekyung, his language is explicit: the champion was a source of milk, a body that could be “milked” for money, favors, and reflected status. In biological terms, this is parasitism rather than hunting — survival not through direct attack, but through prolonged attachment to a stronger host. As long as the host remains productive, the parasite thrives. When the bloodsucker is removed, flow stops, hunger turns first into regret
(chapter 42) before resentment.
(chapter 42)
What matters is not that the green-haired man misidentifies Kim Dan as a parasite
(chapter 42), but why he does so at the precise moment he does.
(chapter 42) His hostility does not emerge from poverty alone, nor from moral outrage. It is triggered by a rupture in his expectations.
At first, he assumes the relationship between Kim Dan and Joo Jaekyung has ended. The evidence, to him, is visual and economic: Kim Dan’s clothes, his delivery job, his visible precarity. From this perspective, Kim Dan appears to have lost access to the “resource.” The assumption is revealing. For the green-haired man, intimacy is legible primarily through consumption. If there is no visible benefit, then the bond must be broken.
The turning point occurs when Kim Dan defends Joo Jaekyung’s name
(chapter 42) In that moment, the green-haired man realizes that closeness still exists without visible profit. This is intolerable to him. It contradicts the logic through which he has justified his own past behavior: the belief that proximity to power must be monetized, that relationships exist to be exploited, that affection without gain is either naive or dishonest.
His response is not to accuse Kim Dan of exploitation, but to collapse Kim Dan into his own worldview.
(chapter 42) The insult is precise. He does not say Kim Dan is living well; he says Kim Dan is a toy. A tool.
(chapter 42) Something used and discarded. In other words, he reframes Kim Dan’s loyalty as delusion and reasserts predation as the only intelligible model of intimacy.
This is where resentment replaces regret. In the past, the green-haired man convinced himself that he was “dating” Joo Jaekyung
(chapter 02) and that the exchange of attention and money implied mutuality. Joo Jaekyung’s refusal shattered that illusion. What Kim Dan represents now is not competition, but refutation: proof that closeness does not require extraction, and that survival does not have to pass through exploitation.
The cruelty of the delivery-job remark lies precisely here. Kim Dan’s visible labor disproves the parasite fantasy — and therefore must be reframed as humiliation. If Kim Dan is still close to Joo Jaekyung and still poor, then the green-haired man’s entire understanding of relationships collapses. Rather than revise that understanding, he weaponizes it.
In this sense, the green-haired man does not simply enact predation; he naturalizes it. He believes relationships are ecosystems of use, where someone must feed and someone must be fed upon. What enrages him is not that Kim Dan is exploiting Joo Jaekyung — but that he is not.
This logic becomes even more ambiguous inside the shared apartment.
(chapter 42) The green-haired man refuses to pay for food this, while implying that his roommate is taking advantage of him, as if he would barely contributes. On the surface, the image suggests exploitation: one man living off another’s labor. Yet the scene refuses to clarify who truly benefits. The roommate remains largely invisible, economically opaque, almost spectral. Is he a dependent quietly feeding off the green-haired man’s remaining resources? Or is the green-haired man himself the parasite, overstaying, consuming, and justifying his presence through grievance? The narrative does not resolve this tension — deliberately so. Predation here is not readable at a glance. It hides in everyday arrangements, in domestic negotiations, in the language of fairness and contribution.
This ambiguity is precisely the point. If predation in Jinx were a simple hierarchy, it would be easy to assign fixed roles: predator above, prey below. Yet the story repeatedly undermines this comfort. A predator is often also prey — and predation rarely exists in isolation. It circulates. Thus the wolf in the Grimm’s version gets killed by the hunter. Like an ecosystem under pressure, it adapts, redirects itself, and seeks new hosts when old ones disappear.
This nuance is important for Jinx, because the most dangerous forms of predation in the story are not always fast or visible. Sometimes the harm is incremental: a little more pressure, a little less rest, another shift, another compromise — until collapse looks “natural,” as if the victim simply lacked resilience. In that sense, the wolf is only the beginning of the forest, not its full population.
From this first definition, the second emerges naturally. If predation is a structure of consumption, then it can occur without teeth. In modern life, many forms of consumption happen through money, authority, and contracts rather than through jaws. This is what I call economic predation: a mode of survival or profit that depends on extracting labor, time, reputation, or risk from others while refusing to bear the cost.
A minor but telling example appears in the entertainment industry. In the panel where Heesung’s manager protests,
(Chapter 31), the contract is made visible: the manager’s income depends entirely on the star’s uninterrupted productivity. When work stops, pay stops. Yet neither the star nor the agency appears exposed. Heesung himself, who proposed the risky sparring, shows no empathy for his caring manager. He doesn’t feel concerned for this arrangement and makes no attempt to renegotiate it for his manager’s sake. Financial risk is displaced downward, onto the least protected figure. The manager is not the predator here, but a human buffer, absorbing the instability produced by a structure that benefits the star and the Entertainment agency while refusing to insure those who sustain them.
The same logic governs Heesung’s interpersonal conduct. He requests treatment from Kim Dan not only for free, but also late in the evening
(chapter 34) or on Saturdays
(chapter 32), treating the physical therapist’s work and time as indefinitely available. This is not an isolated lapse but a recurring pattern, later reproduced with Potato as well.
(Chapter 88) In both cases, access replaces consent: labor and care are extracted on polite request, while the cost—fatigue, intrusion, and loss of private time—is borne entirely by the subordinate.
Economic predation often presents itself as normal. It hides behind professional language: discipline, opportunity, schedule adjustments, liability, brand value.
(chapter 54) Its hallmark is externalization: the institution benefits while the vulnerable party carries the damage. A hospital extracts unpaid endurance and calls it devotion. A league extracts bodily risk and calls it career ambition. An agency extracts loyalty and calls it partnership. Even when no one screams, the asymmetry remains: those above set the terms; those below absorb the consequences.
In Jinx, this structure repeats across settings. Kim Dan’s exhaustion in institutional spaces is never read as a sign that the environment is predatory; it is reframed as personal weakness or incompetence. The moment he falters, the language shifts: not “We pushed too far,”
(chapter 70) but “Take better care of yourself.” Not “We failed to protect you,” but “You caused inconvenience.” This is the core of economic predation: the harm is real, but the blame is displaced downward so the system remains clean.
The 33-year-old nurse committed suicide on May 23, according to Busan police.
Her family told the police that she “suffered from severe depression” after being overworked at a hospital. “She struggled very much because it wasn’t her turn to be assigned to the hospital, but she was assigned against her wishes,” a relative told the police.
The nurse’s supervisor told the police that while it wasn’t the nurse’s turn to be assigned to the hospital, they decided to assign her to the hospital given that she “had extensive experience in working with the hospital before.” In addition to the existing medical staff members at a hospital, nurses affiliated with public health care centers can be assigned to hospitals to help out.
On May 20, the fourth day since her assignment to the hospital, the nurse allegedly told her supervisor that she was being given too many tasks at once.
Her supervisor then assigned two additional nurses to the hospital. The supervisor did admit, however, that many of the nurses affiliated with the public health care center were being overworked. Quoted from https://koreajoongangdaily.joins.com/2021/05/27/national/socialAffairs/nurse-overworked-pandemic/20210527165200417.html
The third definition is narrower but more intimate: sexual predation. Here, consumption is not primarily of labor or reputation, but of vulnerability and bodily boundaries. And again, the defining feature is not just “lust,” but also asymmetry.
(Chapter 90) A sexual predator targets someone whose circumstances make refusal impossible or costly — socially, economically, professionally, physically, psychologically. The predator does not need to use overt violence to be dangerous; often the strategy is precisely to stay close to the border where the victim can later be blamed: You wanted it. You tempted me. You misled me. You didn’t say no clearly enough. This is why victim-blaming belongs structurally to sexual predation: it is a technique of retroactive absolution. This logic does not remain abstract in Jinx. It finds a concrete site where authority, legitimacy, and bodily access converge.
Hyenas at the Edge of the Ring
In the fight ecosystem, not every predator hunts. Some wait. This is where the logic of the hyena enters. Significantly, even the champion himself recognizes this dynamic: he explicitly identifies the other fighters as predators, likening them to hyenas.
(chapter 29) Rival fighters do not need to engineer the champion’s collapse; they only need to anticipate it. What defines them is not ambition alone, but timing.
Seonho’s confrontation makes this explicit. He does not challenge Joo Jaekyung as an equal seeking fair competition; he frames the conflict around age and decline.
(chapter 46) His words are exposing not restraint, but accusation. The implication is clear: the champion’s body is already failing; respect has become optional. Seonho is not trying to overthrow Jaekyung through skill alone. He is announcing that the moment of vulnerability has arrived, and that patience is no longer required.
This explicates why Arnaud Gabriel felt so sure that he would win after the champion’s surgery and recovery.
(chapter 87) He thought, he had found his perfect “meal”. To conclude, Arnaud Gabriel articulates the same logic even more coldly.
(chapter 87) There is no personal animosity here, only inevitability. The statement is not a threat; it is a forecast. Power, in this worldview, is temporary by nature, and the role of rivals is not to prevent collapse, but to be present when it happens. Like hyenas, they do not waste energy on the kill. They wait for age, injury, scandal, or exhaustion to do the work.
This is why rival fighters do not need to engineer the champion’s downfall. They rely on time, on wear, on the pressures already imposed by institutions like MFC. Their aggression surfaces only once dominance begins to crack. Vulnerability is the signal. From that moment on, restraint is no longer profitable.
What these scenes expose is not rivalry, but opportunism. The fighters circle the champion not as challengers, but as inheritors. They do not imagine a world without him; they imagine a world after him — and they are already positioning themselves inside it. They circle the edges of the ring and watch for the first sign of weakness—an injury, a scandal, a moment of public vulnerability—because collapse creates opportunity.
But the fighters are not the most powerful hyenas in this system. Above them stands MFC, and behind it, its CEO.
(chapter 47) Their role is not to wait for blood, but to manage its visibility. When the switched spray incident and the drug-related harm threaten to surface, the response is not investigation, but orchestration.
(chapter 69) A new match is organized. An invitation is extended. Noise is generated. Attention is redirected. The spectacle resumes.
This is not damage control; it is reputational predation. The federation feeds on the champion’s body and public image while ensuring that institutional responsibility never coagulates into blame. By pushing the fight forward, the CEO converts injury into productivity and scandal into momentum. The risk is displaced downward—onto the fighter, onto his body—while the institution remains untouched. This displacement becomes even more visible once Joo Jaekyung is no longer treated as an athlete, but as a celebrity
(chapter 81) The distinction matters. An athlete is managed for performance and longevity; a celebrity is managed for visibility. Injury is a problem in the first case. Scandal is profitable in the second.
Thus Joo Jaekyung’s status becomes paradoxically more fragile at the very moment his visibility increases. A victory can no longer secure him; it can only be reframed. Once celebrity logic dominates, even success is vulnerable to contamination. A win can be tainted retroactively by narrative—by rumor, insinuation, or moral scandal.
This is why his public mention of Baek Junmin’s trick is so dangerous.
(chapter 87) By naming the manipulation in front of an audience, he breaks the tacit agreement of silence that protects institutions. What should have remained backstage is brought into public discourse. From that moment on, the system has an incentive not to clarify the truth, but to reframe the speaker.
In such a configuration, scandal is not a possibility; it is a tool. The more Joo Jaekyung speaks, the more he represents a threat to MFC and its CEO. His credibility becomes the variable to be managed. And this brings me to the following conclusion: while readers saw in Joo Jaekyung the wolf because of Mingwa’s association, the reality is that he is the little red riding hood too! 😮 It is because he still trusts MFC. And who is the grandmother in his life? Naturally Hwang Byungchul who is himself sick.
(chapter 78) The latter has always blamed the “boxer Joo Jaewoong”, but not the boxing world, the institution.
(chapter 74) He never saw the ties between boxing and mafia. And this raises the following question: how can the Little Red Riding Hood discover the predator in MFC before getting eaten?
The waiting hyenas do not act alone. Their patience is enabled by authority. Again and again, it is the doctors who authorize the risk.
(chapter 61) Joo Jaekyung accepts matches while injured
(chapter 41), his shoulder still compromised, because he is “cleared” to fight. The phrase is decisive. Clearance does not mean safety; it means permission. The medics approve, the fight proceeds, and responsibility dissolves upward. When the body holds, profit is generated. When it fails, discipline follows.
The same doctors who allow him to fight while injured
(chapter 50) later participate in his suspension. In both cases, the logic is identical: the body is usable until it is not. MFC remains intact; the cost is borne by the fighter.
(chapter 52) The hyenas wait, the institution schedules, and the risk is displaced downward—onto the athlete, onto his body—while the structure that benefits from him remains untouched.
And this is why we must return our attention to the hospital—not as a place of healing, but as the space where predation receives its most legitimate language.
Predation with a license
The director from Saero-An hospital
(chapter 90) is the first figure in Jinx who embodies all three dimensions of predation at once. He is a biological predator in logic, an economic predator in practice, and a sexual predator in effect — yet none of these appear as transgression. They are exercised under license.
Unlike the green-haired man, he does not operate from the margins. Unlike the entertainment industry, he does not rely on contracts alone. His authority is institutional, routinized, and already legitimized. He does not need to seek access; access is built into his position. This nameless man does not merely benefit from power asymmetries; he exploits them methodically. His behavior aligns with what research repeatedly identifies as sexual predation: manipulation, boundary erosion, grooming, sexualization of vulnerability, and retroactive inversion of blame. [for more read Major signs of a sexual predator]
Kim Dan enters a prestigious hospital without the markers that usually signal legitimacy there. No suit, no tailored coat — only a gray sweater.
(chapter 80) In this environment, appearance is not superficial. It is a language of rank. To arrive without fluency in that language is already to be classified as provisional.
(chapter 90) He has no network, no prior foothold either. Thus it was difficult for him to get hired in such a large hospital. Compare it with the hiring of the previous physical therapist:
(chapter 54)
Episode 1 quietly reinforces this position. Kim Dan is not described as having secured a stable post, but as having found a “good gig.”
(chapter 1) The expression matters. It implies opportunity rather than integration: freelance labor, paid by hours or shifts, without institutional protection. In such conditions, negotiation is not expected. The contract is accepted, not discussed.
This form of employment produces a very specific visibility. The freelancer must remain present, available, and accommodating, because income depends on accumulation. We have to imagine that Kim Dan works long hours, accepts double shifts, and does not refuse late schedules. Visually, Kim Dan already bears the marks of exhaustion: pale skin, dark circles, a practiced smile
(chapter 90) — the same signs previously associated with the hospice.
(chapter 57)
From within precarity, this is survival. Besides, the hospital warden has no idea about the debts. From the director’s position of security, it is read differently.
(chapter 90) Constant availability is misrecognized as appetite. Endurance becomes ambition. Constraint is translated into desire. Vulnerability is reclassified as greed. This misreading is not accidental; it is functional. If Kim Dan is greedy, then the director is not coercive. If Kim Dan “wants more,” then nothing is being taken from him.
It is only on this basis that the first stage of predation becomes possible: calculated affability. The director does not begin with aggression. Kim Dan’s memory is explicit:
(chapter 90) Trust precedes fear, exactly like in the Perrault’s version:
As she was going through the wood, she met with a wolf, who had a very great mind to eat her up, but he dared not, because of some woodcutters working nearby in the forest. He asked her where she was going. The poor child, who did not know that it was dangerous to stay and talk to a wolf, said to him, “I am going to see my grandmother and carry her a cake and a little pot of butter from my mother. https://sites.pitt.edu/~dash/type0333.html#perrault
In French, the author presented him even as “acquaintance or friend” (compère le loup). Thus the girl saw no reason to mistrust him. In Jinx, by acting friendly, he singles him out, walks beside him, lingers in his proximity. This is not intimacy, but selection. Grooming here is spatial and temporal: being present, being familiar, being unremarkable.
Intrusion follows gradually. As shown in the corridor panel, the director’s hand appears on Kim Dan’s body while they walk.
(chapter 90) The contact is quiet, progressive, and deniable. It blends into routine movement, into institutional normalcy. “After a while, he started getting really handsy… and it only got worse over time.” Each tolerated touch becomes precedent. Boundary erosion is not sudden; it is cumulative.
Then after a while, money is introduced.
(chapter 90) In the doctor’s eyes, the predator knew about Kim Dan’s difficult financial situation, then he asked how much he would have to pay to sleep with him. The timing is crucial. The offer does not initiate desire; it tests whether vulnerability can be converted into consent. Payment reframes coercion as transaction, need as availability, and silence as something that can be bought in advance.
Only after this test fails does physical force appear:
(chapter 90) Even then, the violence is controlled and incomplete — withdrawn before it can be named unequivocally. The goal is not consummation at all costs, but domination without consequence. What remains is fear, confusion, and isolation rather than proof.
The director’s later language reveals the logic that governs the entire process.
(chapter 90) His regret is not moral but tactical — that he did not take Kim Dan “when he had the chance.” Value resides in the moment of breaking resistance, not in the person afterward. Once the prey yields, interest vanishes.
This is why he can later invert the narrative entirely, calling Kim Dan a prostitute,
(chapter 90), despite never having paid him, never having offered gifts, dinners, or compensation. The hospital paid Kim Dan’s salary — and the director used his position as a low employee to see himself entitled. Hierarchy replaces money. Shame replaces consent. This is retroactive absolution perfected by institution.
This is also why the animal that best corresponds to him is not the wolf, but the anaconda. The anaconda does not hunt openly or strike once. It selects a vulnerable body, establishes contact that appears harmless, and tightens gradually. Each movement — a smile, a walk, a touch, a question — is small enough to be defended in isolation. Resistance is tested, then reinterpreted. By the time the prey cannot breathe, the struggle already looks self-inflicted. Collapse appears not as violence, but as consequence.
The whole scene makes one thing unmistakable: Kim Dan was not the first. The director’s later language completes the cycle. He speaks of “virgins”
(chapter 90) as bodies that are “tough to crack,” with the confidence of repetition. The metaphor is consumptive: a shell broken to reach what is inside, then discarded. Once resistance is broken, interest disappears. This is practiced predation. The hospital is not merely the setting of abuse; it is his hunting territory — a space where authority guarantees access, exhaustion weakens refusal, and legitimacy ensures silence.
The Hospital as a hunting Ground
Predation in Jinx does not occur in isolation. It requires an environment that normalizes asymmetry, absorbs responsibility, and reframes harm as necessity. This environment is not the forest, but the hospital — or more precisely, a network of hospitals that operate as a single ecosystem, organized around different but complementary logics of extraction.
Saero-An Hospital establishes the baseline.
(chapter 90) Its name promises renewal (saero) and safety (An), a place where bodies are meant to recover rather than be endangered. This promise is precisely what enables predation to operate without suspicion. The case of exhausted and sexually harassed doc Dan exposes its illusion.
What makes this system particularly dangerous is that Saero-An does not function in isolation. Visual continuity throughout the manhwa strongly implies institutional linkage with Sallim Sacred Heart Hospital.
(chapter 21) The juxtaposition of two buildings, the rooftop park, the sterile façade, and above all the near-identical hallways collapse
(chapter 90) distance between the spaces. Kim Dan works in corridors that mirror those where his grandmother is treated.
(chapter 5) Professional and personal life are folded into the same architectural body. This is not decorative repetition; it signals circulation — of staff, of protocols, of information.
Sallim University Sacred Heart Hospital presents itself as a place of knowledge, care, and moral dedication. Each component of the name performs reassurance. Sallim evokes the household — maintenance, responsibility, everyday care. This would explicate why Shin Okja felt at home there. Sacred Heart invokes devotion and ethical purpose. But it is University that quietly governs the institution’s true orientation. A university hospital is not primarily a space of healing; it is a space of research. Treatment and experimentation coexist, and when they conflict, knowledge production takes precedence.
This semantic structure matters. Patients enter Sallim under the promise of care, yet are absorbed into a research-driven system where their bodies function as material for progress. The divergence is not accidental; it is institutional. What appears as dedication is, in practice, a hierarchy of priorities: data over comfort, results over well-being, advancement over recovery. Harm does not register as cruelty here because it is reframed as contribution.
Kim Miseon embodies this logic. She does not hunt bodies for pleasure, nor does she seek domination openly. Her motives are money and recognition
(chapter 5) — professional legitimacy, research success, advancement within a system that rewards results over outcomes. Progress functions as an absolute good, one that authorizes human cost without requiring personal cruelty. Harm is acceptable so long as it produces data.
Her method follows directly from this orientation. Treatment is experimental, protocols are pushed to their limits, and suffering is instrumentalized rather than inflicted. Patients are not targets of desire; they are test cases. Bodies become variables
(chapter 21), age and vulnerability become a risk factor, endurance becomes a resource. When the new drug fails and the grandmother deteriorates, the explanation is procedural: side effects, unpredictability, regulatory timelines. Failure is framed as scientific, not ethical.
(chapter 47)
Affect is where this becomes most visible. Kim Miseon is repeatedly depicted as cold and eyeless. This is not incidental design. The absence of eyes signals a refusal of relational seeing. She does not look at patients as people, but as files: age, response, tolerance, decline. Emotional labor is therefore displaced onto the family.
(chapter 21) Treatment patients “need family support,” she says — a statement that sounds compassionate, but functions as deflection. Psychological care is outsourced; responsibility for deterioration quietly migrates away from the institution (“we”). The setting of her disclosures reinforces this posture. She does not speak in a protected office, but in the hallway — a transitional, impersonal space governed by efficiency rather than care, as if she had nothing to hide. However, by behaving like that, she violated the confidentiality rights. Unlike the Saero-An director, who relies on enclosure and isolation, Kim Miseon operates through openness and institutional flow.
And let’s not forget that as soon as doc Dan had received the terrible news,
(chapter 47), shortly after he was suggested a new drug treatment by director Choi Gilseok.
(chapter 48) It is no coincidence.
In this sense, Kim Miseon is best understood not as a hunter, but as a poisonous snake. She does not pursue, corner, or constrict. She administers. Her harm is cumulative rather than spectacular, introduced gradually under the guise of treatment. Like venom, it operates through chemistry, delay, and plausibility. By the time consequences appear, causality has blurred. What remains is a weakened body, a revised file, and a new explanation. Painkillers become the narrative alibi: they allow the hospital to downgrade experimental failure into “management,” conceal the existence of an unaffordable authorized drug, and relocate responsibility onto the patient’s non-response
(chapter 56)
This is what distinguishes her from the Saero-An director. He acts through proximity and pressure; she operates through protocol. He leaves visible trauma; she leaves deterioration that can always be explained. Poison does not look like violence. It looks like dosage, side effect, tolerance threshold, statistical risk. And when the body finally fails, the snake is already gone.
What emerges is not a monster, but something more dangerous: a practitioner perfectly adapted to a system that rewards distance. She does not violate boundaries spectacularly; she erodes them procedurally. Patients are not assaulted — they are used. And because the harm is administered under the banners of science, care, and progress, it remains difficult to name as violence at all.
The permeability of this ecosystem is confirmed by the circulation of information. Kim Dan’s CV appears on Choi Gilseok’s desk despite the fact that he never sent it.
(chapter 46) This is not a coincidence. It is evidence. Personal and professional data move through institutional networks without consent. The same is true of medical information. Choi Gilseok knows about the grandmother’s illness despite having no clinical mandate.
(chapter 48) That knowledge could only have reached him through leakage — informal, normalized, unremarked. Bodies are not the only things consumed here; information is too.
Gilseok’s suggestion of an experimental treatment abroad must be read in this context.
(chapter 48) He is not the treating physician, nor the researcher, but a relay point within a performance-oriented system where medical knowledge circulates pragmatically. Illness becomes strategy. Vulnerability becomes a problem to be rerouted. Responsibility dissolves across institutions. What links Kim Miseon’s research discourse and Choi Gilseok’s pragmatic suggestions is not coordination, but dependence on the same pharmaceutical horizon.
(chapter 48) The oncologist requires industry to produce the drug; the sports director relies on the existence of that drug to gesture toward hope elsewhere. In both cases, treatment is deferred to a system that exists beyond accountability.
And observe that both “main leads” were victims of “drugs”:
(chapter 41)
(chapter 49) In both cases, harm is delivered chemically, not physically — quietly, indirectly, and in ways that can later be reframed as accident, misuse, or personal failure. This symmetry matters. The same mechanism governs the grandmother’s fate.
Drugs in Jinx do not heal or harm by nature; they transfer responsibility. They allow institutions, predators, and systems to act on bodies while remaining one step removed from blame. What looks like treatment, sabotage, or accident is in fact the same logic at different scales: control without touch, violence without spectacle, predation without teeth.
Light of Hope Hospice completes the ecosystem by revealing its internal fracture.
(chapter 56) Unlike Saero-An or Sallim, this space does not extract profit or prestige; it operates under scarcity. Kim Dan works there as a freelancer, not as protected staff. When he collapses, he is advised to take a day off, not sick leave — a telling detail.
(chapter 70) It confirms that, even here, labor is contingent, negotiability absent, protection minimal. The vocabulary of care masks the reality of precarity.
The hospice director’s behavior must be read through this constraint. He does blame Kim Dan — but not to preserve power or reputation. His reaction is defensive, not predatory. The institution lacks resources; margins are thin; failure is expensive.
(chapter 59) Thus he is happy to let a film crew use his building for a movie. This is why he sometimes works night shifts himself.
(chapter 60) His authority does not shield him from exhaustion; it exposes him to it. He enforces discipline because collapse anywhere threatens survival everywhere.
This is where the structure turns back on itself. The director is neither an anaconda nor a poisonous snake. He does not benefit from harm; he absorbs it.
(chapter 59) And yet, harm still occurs. Responsibility is displaced not upward, but sideways — onto the most vulnerable worker present. Kim Dan becomes the buffer once again, not because the director is powerful, but because he is trapped. Predation here is no longer driven by appetite, but by attrition.
The ambiguity intensifies with its name.
(chapter 56) Light of Hope promises recovery, yet its function is palliative. Even the director refers to it as a hospital
(chapter 61), preserving the impression of treatment rather than end-of-life care. This semantic slippage matters. For Joo Jaekyung, who has been treated there himself, the space remains associated with improvement.
(chapter 70) He thinks, Hwang Byungchul is treated properly, as he still looks lively and strong.
(chapter 71) The champion does not fully register that it is a place at the threshold of death. Care and closure blur. This confusion is not accidental; it mirrors the broader system’s refusal to name limits. By calling a hospice a hospital, death is softened into treatment. By calling resignation progress, responsibility is deferred.
The Grandmother in the woods
Shin Okja’s presence in Jinx initially recalls the grandmother from Little Red Riding Hood. She offers warmth, protection, and reassurance — most visibly through the gray sweater she gives Kim Dan.
(chapter 80) But the main resemblance lies elsewhere: she is too trusting. In the fairy tale, the grandmother is eaten because she opens the door to the wolf. She mistakes familiarity for safety, appearance for intent. The danger does not force its way in; it is invited. This logic is crucial, because Shin Okja’s tragedy follows the same pattern — not through a single gesture, but through a lifetime of belief.
Her defining trait is not passivity, but faith in institutions. She believes in research. She believes in doctors. She trusts hospitals as places of knowledge, protection, and moral authority.
(chapter 65) For her, medicine is sacred and progress meaningful.
(chapter 65) This belief is not naïve in the childish sense; it is aspirational. It is tied to the idea of success, of legitimacy, of having “made it.” And in her mind, that idea has a name: Seoul.
Seoul represents the best life.
(chapter 65) It is where competent doctors work, where advanced hospitals stand, where progress happens, where you can earn a lot of money. This belief structures her entire horizon. Corruption, abuse, and institutional predation do not register there, because acknowledging them would mean admitting that the space she has invested with hope is also capable of harm. Within Seoul, institutions are not suspect; they are self-justifying.
This worldview explains the limits of her concern for Kim Dan. She cares for him deeply, but her care is bounded by trust in authority. When he was bullied at school
(chapter 57), she did not confront teachers. Her answer was always the same: he still had her. The implication was clear — institutions were there to protect him. To intervene would have meant questioning the very structures she depended on to make sense of the world.
This belief is not naivety; it is survival logic, shaped by poverty, loneliness and dependence. To question institutions would be to remove the last remaining structure she can rely on. This belief explains her blindness better than indifference ever could.
Kim Dan’s exhaustion did not suddenly appear. His pale face, dark circles, and emotional depletion existed long before she names them.
(chapter 90) But when she finally does, she frames his condition as something that has been “a bit off lately”,
(chapter 65) as if it was recent, temporary, and situational. The wording matters. What has been chronic is compressed into the present. Duration disappears. Suffering becomes recent, temporary, and therefore manageable. This is temporal minimization — not denial of harm, but deferral of its cause.
Crucially, her concern activates only once guilt enters the picture. She explicitly links his suffering to herself:
(chapter 57) Only then does his condition become visible. Not because it is new, but because it now implicates her. Before that moment, his endurance could remain unnamed. After it, it must be explained. This is not cruelty; it is belief colliding with responsibility.
This is where money becomes revealing — not as reality, but as interpretation. The grandmother never speaks of debt. The loan is a taboo. This is her biggest fear, thus she raised her voice, when she imagined that doc Dan would pay the new expensive treatment from a loan shark.
(chapter 7) This exposes her lack of trust in him, as she views him as too naive and trusting. This is where the irony crystallizes. Financial precarity is erased from discourse because acknowledging it would expose her responsibility. Money resurfaces, when Kim Dan presents an expensive gift. But she doesn’t mind, she is even aware of his lie:
(chapter 41) He spends so much for her that he doesn’t have anything left for himself.
(chapter 42)
From this emerges a crucial consequence: Kim Dan becomes legible as someone obsessed with money. Not because he is greedy, but because his suffering is interpreted as choice rather than constraint. This is precisely how the sexual predator reads him
(chapter 90). It is also how Joo Jaekyung initially misreads him, triggered by the loan and the expensive gift
(chapter 51). Different figures arrive at the same conclusion because they are operating within the same interpretive framework — one shaped first and foremost by Shin Okja’s mindset.
Her ignorance and blind trust do not merely endanger her; they shape how Kim Dan is perceived by others. Anyone who approaches her gently, with politeness and authority, passes as safe.
(chapter 22)
As long as doctors speak, as long as contracts exist, as long as salaries are paid, the world remains intelligible. Within this logic, danger is not structural — it is personal. Thus she blames doc Dan for his “illness”. Violence comes from people
(chapter 5), not systems. And so, she imagines that as long as Kim Dan is working, earning, and paying back what he owes, nothing truly irreversible can happen to either of them. To conclude, what governs Shin Okja’s thinking is a simple equation: payment equals safety. In her mind, debt is a temporary problem with a finite solution. Once money is paid back, danger ends. Order is restored. Life resumes. This belief explains her silence around the loan. To name it would be to admit uncertainty; to erase it is to preserve control.
What she does not know — and cannot imagine — is that the opposite is true. As soon as she left her grandson’s side, payment does not bring protection. It brings exposure. In chapter 1, the reality is immediate: missed interest is answered with physical violence.
(chapter 1) Kim Dan is beaten not because he refuses to pay, but because payment structures domination. He accepts the abuse precisely because he believes it is temporary — a punishment that will end once the balance is cleared. Violence is normalized as consequence, not crime. This logic mirrors hers exactly. The more the main lead paid back, the more he was exposed to violence.
(chapter 11) Here, he talked back to Heo Manwook, a sign that he was no longer tolerating the loan shark’s intrusion. The result was that he ended up being beaten more violently than before.
(chapter 13) This reached its peak, when after sending his whole salary
(chapter 16), Heo Manwook intended to rape him. As you can see, the more they got money, the more abusive they became… and all this time, the grandmother has no idea. But the best evidence is when Joo Jaekyung pays the loan in full, the pattern repeats at a higher level.
(chapter 17) The debt is erased — and the danger escalates. Kim Dan might become free, but now the target is the champion. He becomes visible. Settling the debt marks him as someone worth targeting, someone who can be extracted from again.
(chapter 46) What Shin Okja imagines as closure functions, in reality, as a signal.
This is the crucial inversion she never sees: payment does not end predation; it confirms vulnerability. Her worldview has no space for this possibility. In her mind, systems respond to fairness. Work is rewarded. Debts conclude. Violence belongs to mistakes, not structures. She believes that as long as Kim Dan works, earns, and pays, the world will correct itself.
But while she trusts institutions, she does not recognize that predators often operate through them. In her mental framework, illegitimate violence exists outside the system, not inside it. Even the loan shark is unconsciously processed as a distorted institution — closer to a bank with harsh rules than to a criminal threat. Debt, for her, is governed by terms, repayment, and closure, not by arbitrary violence.
This is why she never considers the police. Not because she condones what happens, but because, in her worldview, the situation does not yet qualify as disorder. As long as payments are made, as long as rules appear to exist, danger remains conceptually containable.
This is why she does not know that the moment she steps away, he is beaten. This is why she cannot imagine that clearing a debt can make things worse. And this is why I am assuming that her faith won’t bend when confronted with reality — it will shatter.
In the end, Shin Okja does believe in money — but not as wealth, and not as power. She believes in money as resolution. As the mechanism through which problems end, dangers recede, and balance is restored. Money, for her, is not corruption; it is order. Payment is imagined as protection. Salary replaces safety. Clearing a debt becomes synonymous with closing a chapter. This is why the loan remains unspeakable: not because it is trivial, but because it threatens her core belief that effort and payment are enough to secure life. What she trusts is not cash, but the promise attached to it: that the world is transactional rather than predatory.
That promise is false.
First Conclusions
What, then, makes a predator in Jinx?
Is it violence or power?
Intent or outcome?
Hunger or indifference?
Necessity or luxury?
The answer is money — not as greed alone, but as an organizing logic. Predation in Jinx is defined by who can extract value while displacing cost: who profits from risk without carrying it, who converts harm into an externality borne by weaker bodies. Violence may or may not occur. Intent can be denied. Hunger can be claimed. None of these are decisive. What is decisive is whether suffering becomes billable, excusable, and transferable.
This is why the three forms of predation constantly overlap. Bodies are consumed for performance, labor is consumed for stability, and vulnerability is consumed for access — and money is what makes each form look “reasonable.” Money turns coercion into transaction, exploitation into opportunity, and bodily damage into career necessity.
Joo Jaekyung’s body generates cash as long as it performs.
(chapter 46) Each appearance sustains sponsors, broadcast value, betting volume, and gym economies. This is why he becomes the “biggest target”: not because he is weak, but because he represents the highest return.
Yet his continued success produces a paradox the system cannot tolerate.
(chapter 41) A champion who keeps winning cleanly, visibly, and on his own terms becomes difficult to manage. His victories increase his market value, distribute prestige and income to others, and create expectations of legitimacy. At that point, success stops being profitable in a controllable way. It begins to threaten both institutional authority and informal economies that rely on predictability, influence, and narrative control.
This is where illegal gambling logic quietly aligns with institutional logic. Betting markets do not require excellence; they require steerability.
(chapter 46) A dominant, credible champion reduces volatility, resists manipulation, and makes engineered outcomes harder to disguise. In such a configuration, continued victory is destabilizing. The problem is no longer his body failing — it is his body refusing to fail on schedule.
The system responds accordingly. Risk is displaced downward, onto the fighter, while control is exercised elsewhere. Medical clearance becomes permission rather than protection. Discipline replaces care. Scandal replaces investigation. When injury can no longer be exploited, reputation becomes the pressure point. The same structure that demanded endurance now demands silence.
This is the contradiction at the heart of Jinx: health was never the priority. Victory was tolerated only as long as it remained manageable. Once success itself threatens control — once it interferes with profit flows, betting structures, or institutional discretion — the champion must be reframed, restrained, or removed.
Predation here is not reactive. It is preventative. In the Korean Manhwa, the most dangerous moment is not collapse — it is independence.
As long as Kim Dan is indebted, he is controllable. As long as Joo Jaekyung fights injured, he is usable. As long as money flows upward, violence remains “contained.” The moment extraction ends, the system reacts.
When Kim Dan pays back the loan, the violence escalates. When he resists, domination intensifies. When the debt disappears entirely, the target does not vanish — it expands. This is the pattern Shin Okja never sees: payment does not end predation; it announces escape. And escape is intolerable to predators.
Revenge does not arise from wounded victims, but from frustrated systems. From loan sharks whose web has been cut.
From institutions whose silence has been broken. From federations whose profit model is threatened. From predators who mistake survival for disobedience.
This is why scandal follows autonomy. This is why credibility is attacked rather than truth clarified. This is why the risk is displaced downward — onto bodies, reputations, careers — while institutions remain intact.
So the final question is not whether Heo Manwook
(chapter 46) is violent. The question is: what kind of predator is he?
He does not chase.
He does not roar.
He waits — and retaliates when the web no longer holds.
If the forest of Jinx teaches anything, it is this: collapse is survivable. Independence is not. And once the prey steps outside the web, the predators do not disappear. They reorganize. Revenge, in this landscape, is not the opposite of predation. It is its shadow.

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(chapter 90) — and then he pulls his hand back.
(chapter 90) No words are spoken to stop him. His hand is not even pushed away, like doc Dan did it before.
(chapter 21) Everything happens in silence. The interruption comes entirely from within.
(chapter 90) In his mind, everything that followed the hiring — the money, the contract, the protection, the conflicts — converges back onto him. Faced with this conclusion, he rewrites the past. The good moments lose their weight.
(chapter 26)
(chapter 27)
(chapter 88)
(chapter 89) The help he provided becomes irrelevant. What remains is a single narrative: meeting him caused harm.
(chapter 61) the clenched fist, when he expressed determination to achieve his goal (bringing back doc Dan or winning a fight).
(chapter 81)
(chapter 74), or converting conflict into challenge.
(chapter 73) Fighting was not only his profession; it was his primary mode of being in the world. Here, however, the impulse to fight dissolves.
(chapter 16) His hand is first crushed. The antagonist targets the very instrument of his livelihood, injuring what allows him to work, to treat, to survive. Only after this act of violence does Kim Dan cling to his aggressor.
(chapter 16) The grasp that follows is not an invitation, but a reaction to damage already inflicted. Resistance has been broken through the body before appeal becomes possible. It symbolizes submission, exactly like in the penthouse.
(chapter 89), unlovability, moral contamination
(chapter 89) — do not introduce a foreign judgment. They articulate what Joo Jaekyung already believes about himself.
(chapter 84) Deep down, he thinks that he can not be forgiven and even loved. This is precisely why they take hold. Spoken aloud, they acquire the authority of truth. Once internalized, they no longer need to be repeated.
(chapter 89) The panel does not show Heesung speaking again; it shows Joo Jaekyung’s clenched fist, isolated, rigid, suspended in recollection. This is not the fist of imminent action. It does not precede a strike. It does not convert pain into confrontation. Instead, it freezes.
, (chapter 90) offering reassurance. That attempt failed, not because Kim Dan lacked care, but because reassurance can only reach someone who is still willing to fight for their place. Joo Jaekyung is no longer asking how to endure. He is asking whether he should exist in this space at all.
(chapter 65), and Heesung who dismissed his agency
(chapter 89) under the guise of concern.
(chapter 2), an external curse that followed his steps. Here, that distinction collapses. He no longer experiences the jinx as an event or condition, but as an identity. He does not fear what might happen because of him; he accepts that he himself is what causes harm. The curse is no longer something he carries. It is something he has become. Once internalized in this way, it no longer requires rituals to contain it.
(chapter 75) Practices that once functioned as talismans—gestures meant to ward off misfortune or secure victory—lose their meaning.
(chapter 75) What collapses is not only belief in luck, but belief in the necessity of striving at all.
8episode 10), Kim Dan wakes up there after drinking excessively, confused why he is sleeping in the penthouse. He doesn’t know that the night before in his drunkenness, his thoughts were turning toward his grandmother. He was mistaking the athlete for his relative.
(chapter 10) He feared getting abandoned. When the doctor realized his whereabouts, he imagined that he had sex with the champion. As you can see, the bedroom is strongly intertwined with longing and sin, where consciousness returns only after collapse. This association deepens in episode 20, when sexual intimacy is immediately followed by a phone call announcing his grandmother’s critical condition.
(chapter 20) Pleasure and threat coexist in the same space, binding the room to the anticipation of loss.
(chapter 29), his body once again giving way under accumulated strain. The room is no longer merely where exhaustion manifests; it is where it becomes undeniable. In episode 61, the association shifts again: Joo Jaekyung comes to the room seeking sex, but Kim Dan is unwell, unable to voice his own thoughts, unable to refuse.
(chapter 61) Illness interrupts desire, and the room marks the moment where agency falters.
(chapter 79). Once more, it is this room that frames the danger.
(chapter 79) The body moves without consciousness, hovering at the edge between presence and disappearance. The room becomes a liminal space where life is not actively threatened by violence, but quietly endangered by exhaustion and dissociation (suicidal thoughts).
(chapter 53) The object becomes a trace of absence, and the room transforms into a container of loss. Standing by the window, Joo Jaekyung is portrayed without eyes.
(chapter 53) The visual choice is crucial: it does not indicate blindness in a literal sense, but an inability to see forward, to orient himself. He is present in the room, but detached from direction and purpose. This scene announces the falling apart of the athlete.
(chapter 55) The space is sealed off, preserved, treated almost as a forbidden zone. The cleaning staff is not allowed to enter. Nothing is moved, corrected, or neutralized. The room becomes a reliquary rather than a dwelling — a place frozen in the moment of loss. Joo Jaekyung does not confront what happened there; he keeps it intact, untouched, and therefore unresolved. At the same time, he imagines that avoiding that place will help him to forget doc Dan’s gaze and face.
(chapter 53)
(chapter 53) In episode 54, wine bottles begin to accumulate beside the couch
(chapter 54) in his own bedroom leaving a huge red wine stain on the carpet.
(chapter 55) And in episode 90, the teddy bear now rests on the couch in Kim Dan’s room
(chapter 90) — occupying the very place toward which the jacket once flew. Across these scenes, the hand and couch emerge as a recurring site of impact, exhaustion, and surrender. It is where bodies fall, where frustration lands, where the weight of what cannot be said is deposited. One detail caught my attention: because they are not sitting on the couch, the main leads are discussing together. They are able to face each other and as such to listen to each other.
(chapter 90) Their respective position in this room reminded me of their previous arguments.
(chapter 45)
(chapter 61)
(chapter 64) Only when they would truly face each other, they would be more honest and expose their thoughts and emotions. As soon as there is a table, a bed or a couch, I detected some restrain and silence. In other words, the presence of the teddy bear and the couch in that scene explains why Kim Dan is silent and passive after their conversation. He is definitely remembering the day and conversation at the amusement park.
(chapter 88) On the other hand, it is about time that doc Dan becomes proactive so that they finally become a real team. 
(chapter 79) for everything. He was to blame for everything.
(chapter 37) He endured before being asked. He accepted harm as a condition of acceptance and staying. His silence was not passivity, but a learned ethics: if I ask for less, if I take up less space, if I disappear when necessary, others, in particular his grandmother, might be spared.
(chapter 53) That posture did not originate with Joo Jaekyung. It preceded him. It was shaped by debt, obligation, omission, and by figures who decided on Kim Dan’s behalf what he could endure and what he deserved.
(chapter 90) He does not argue. He does not demand. Instead, he blames himself for everything, thus he withdraws. He refuses to claim a right. He positions himself as the problem that must be removed so that something better might follow.
(chapter 53) This is the same moral calculus Kim Dan once applied to himself: the belief that care becomes ethical only when it is accompanied by sacrifice, and that love, if it exists at all, must be proven through disappearance. The only difference is that he can not apologize as his existence has become the synonym of wrongdoing. Thus Kim Dan can not hear the distress from his “loved one”.
(chapter 74) He remains upright. His posture holds. Yet, he is now voiceless exactly like the physical therapist in the past. From the outside, he still appears powerful, but the loss of cry or sound indicates loss of agency and choice. But structurally, the positions have reversed. The one who once endured now asserts authorship over his choices.
(chapter 89) and the green-haired man
(chapter 90) — not because he shares it, but because the mirror he has become reveals it. Yet instead of recognizing this capacity as ethical clarity, he mistakes it for contamination. He equates himself with the very figures whose cruelty is laid bare in his presence. However, he is making a huge mistake, he is accepting this projection forgetting that he had it all wrong for one reason:
(chapter 90) During their first meeting, the “hamster” had grabbed his “anaconda”.
(chapter 1) Such a gesture could be interpreted as a seduction, and don’t forget that the previous physical therapist had rubbed him the wrong way:
(chapter 1) Finally, observe that after this incident, Joo Jaekyung was looking at the embarrassed doc Dan
(chapter 56) and thinking that they could have fun together in bed.
(chapter 56) So doc Dan has his share of responsibility in the champion’s misjudgment.
(chapter 84) This gesture symbolized their reconciliation in the end,
(chapter 84) the return of trust and faith in the “champion”. What Joo Jaekyung mirrors is not who the doctor is now, but who he once had to be in order to survive. The tragedy lies precisely there: the champion adopts a posture the doctor has already outgrown thanks to him.
(chapter 72), the reality was that he longed for a home, which he came to associate with his mother. Thus over the phone, he promised to become strong
(chapter 72) and earn a lot of money so that his mother could return home. As you can see, fighting was strongly intertwined with his mother and his longing for a family.
(chapter 72), as if the boy’s role was to validate the father’s existence. Joo Jaewoong does not ask his son what he wants
(chapter 73); he mocks his ambition
(chapter 73) and reduces his dream to delusion. Yet even in conflict, Joo Jaekyung seeks recognition.
(chapter 73) As you can see, his life is always focused on the future, on one goal and as such one person: the mother, then the father.
(chapter 74) He warns against becoming like the father, to change for the sake of his own mother
(chapter 74), not by encouraging freedom, but by replacing one obligation with another: win, endure, don’t disgrace the dead. Many years later, he encourages him to change his mind-set, because he could end up alone.
(chapter 75) For the first time, it is no longer about winning or enduring.
(chapter 75) However, observe how the main lead reacts to this well-meant advice:
(chapter 75) He starts visualizing Doc Dan as his goal. It is once again focused on one person and future-oriented.
(chapter 65) He suppresses desire, health, and rest for her sake. The moral lesson is identical: if your presence risks harm, reduce yourself; if your absence protects others, endure it.
(chapter 65), because she did the same in the past with doc Dan:
(Chapter 77) This means, the debts bring the terrible mind-set to the surface.
(chapter 74) The latter justifies her betrayal by saying that he is too late, as he is already too old. The promise that sustained him collapses. Winning no longer guarantees return. The future he fought for vanishes. And in the penthouse, we have the same thought again:
(chapter 54) — longstanding, cumulative, and corrosive.
(chapter 90) And these two “friends” return during that night. What inhabits the room in episode 90 is not nostalgia, nor an unprocessed sadness that merely needs to be named. The same shame that has structured his life since childhood resurfaces here, stripped of all justifications. Joo Jaekyung is not suffering because he feels abandoned in the present. He is suffering because he believes himself to be the reason others leave.
(chapter 29) He cannot sleep. He cannot relax. His body remains permanently alert because, in his words, he could “be killed” at any moment.
(chapter 29) He understands that this state is unsustainable — that it is only a matter of time before something gives way. What Joo Jaekyung treats as discipline, Kim Dan recognizes as danger.
(chapter 53) In his mind, he is obeying a command.
(chapter 90) But that explanation is insufficient. What actually begins after is grief and recognition.
(chapter 54) Now the logic sharpens: Kim Dan does not merely embody bad luck. He embodies the champion’s mental state — depression, trauma, and chronic self-devaluation. He becomes the surface onto which Joo Jaekyung’s inner instability is projected.
(chapter 29) And now, in episode 90, Jinx-philes can sense that the athlete is wearing the glasses “depressive realism” once again, where everything seems so true. He recalls all his misdeeds and can only perceive himself as the source of unhappiness for doc Dan. And like mentioned above, during that night, he is just only recalling his wrongdoings. He is overlooking that thanks to him, Doc Dan’s mental and physical conditions
(chapter 89) improved, that he could make doc Dan smile. Meeting the hospital director made him see everything in a bad light. As you can see, he still has a black and white mentality. However, the truth is that right from the start, the champion had not just been a terrible person. He could be generous, help someone in need.
(chapter 17) He saved doc Dan’s life twice.
(chapter 59) He is reducing everything to one single moment and emotion: pain. And his reasoning is resembling a lot to the grandmother‘s:
(chapter 65)
(chapter 19) This image announces the vanishing of the parents.
, when Joo Jaekyung imagines that doc Dan has once again fallen into the ocean and fears to lose him.
(chapter 79) gestures toward falling, both physically and psychologically.
(chapter 89) Secondly, he is the only one referring to mental illness:
(chapter 54)
(chapter 78) Now, he is blaming himself for everything — and the narrative quietly aligns him with the same numbers, the same silences, the same logic of disappearance.
(chapter 80) Secondly, he doesn’t know how the champion was blamed for everything and was treated by the other members of Team Black:
(chapter 52) No one listened to his unwell-being, they rather silenced him. They showed no support and didn’t take care of him. Thus later the athlete started drinking. The physical therapist has no idea what Potato heard either:
(chapter 52) At the same time, I am suspecting that Mingwa is putting doc Dan in a similar situation than in the past, so that repressed memories about the parents will come to the surface. Keep in mind that the athlete is actually mirroring the parents’ behavior (abandonment and sacrifice as a sign of love and respect). Thus the teddy bear is placed on the couch and the physical therapist is looking at it.
(chapter 21) A teddy bear was present in his childhood, until it vanished.
(chapter 87)

(chapter 87), and the destruction of black glass under Baek Junmin’s foot.
(chapter 87) Both moments operate under pressure, yet they belong to radically different economies. One gathers force inward to protect, contain, and care. The other expels force outward to fracture, dominate, and erase. The biggest difference is not intensity, but direction—and whether the other is held, or destroyed.
(chapter 87) He asks for strength and luck
(chapter 87). Kim Dan answers with a gesture, the offered hand accompanied with a wish:
(chapter 87). Only then does the squeeze occur. Words initiate connection; the body confirms it. Speech and gesture align. Pressure becomes care.
(chapter 87) —but they are refused. Baek Junmin is denied any possibility of reply—no space to answer, to justify himself, or even to speak back.
(chapter 87) The screen interposed between them
(chapter 87) functions as both a physical and symbolic barrier: it delivers judgment without permitting response. Deprived of dialogue, Junmin is pushed out of language altogether. What remains available to him is not speech, but the body. His answer therefore does not come in words, but through the hand
(chapter 87) and then through the foot.
(chapter 87) The violence is not misdirected; it is precisely directed at the medium that silences him. The screen is the site of exclusion,
(chapter 87), before the challenge
(chapter 87) He looks—not at the crowd, not at the institution, but at Kim Dan. The gaze matters. It establishes a circuit. Like a phone call finally answered, it places both on the same wavelength. Only then does the question come.
(chapter 87) Here again, language and body are aligned.
(chapter 87) Kim Dan answers—first with a nod, then with words. The response is clear, immediate, and embodied. And what follows is decisive: the champion raises his arm.
(chapter 87)
(chapter 15)
(chapter 40)
(chapter 51), its meaning sharpens. For the first time, Kim Dan no longer occupies the position of fan or witness. He functions as judge and jury. 😮 And the champion acts accordingly. He declares himself the winner.
(chapter 87) Joo Jaekyung is no longer a puppet or zombie, but a man with a heart and voice.
(chapter 46) It regulates turn-taking, determines who may speak, in what order, and under which framing. As long as it remains in the moderator’s hand, speech is mediated, filtered, and contextualized. Questions lead; answers follow. Meaning circulates vertically.
(chapter 87) He no longer moderates; he reacts. He cannot redirect the statement, soften it, or translate it into spectacle. He can only acknowledge that something has escaped containment. The apology is not moral—it is procedural. It marks the moment the institution loses authorship.
(chapter 57); he is narrating. He does not answer a question
(chapter 14) Yet, CSPP
appears more and more insistently
(chapter 87), even in the cage
(chapter 87), contrary to before.
(chapter 15) Either you only see the C or the name is placed out of the frame.
(chapter 40) Yet it remains unexplained. What does it stand for in the world of Jinx? A sponsor? A broadcaster? The story never defines it explicitly—and that absence matters. What goes unnamed is often what exercises the most power. I will elaborate about it further.
(chapter 36) —depends on mediation. Delay. Scoring. Interpretation. The quiet redistribution of meaning after the fact. As long as nothing is said outright
(chapter 69), control remains possible. Once speech becomes public, control becomes fragile.
(chapter 87), people in the seaside town, a public that exists before commentary can shape it.
(chapter 87) And the fight already answers the questions the system hopes to postpone. What we see in the cage is not merely a contest of strength, but a clash of communicative regimes. How one fights here is inseparable from how one speaks, evades, provokes, or withholds.
(chapter 87) His movement privileges distance, tempo
(chapter 87) and visibility. That way he gives the impression that he is superior to the former champion. The middle kick appears not as a finishing tool
(chapter 87), but as an instrument of disruption—enough to score, enough to interrupt rhythm, never enough to end the exchange. The rest of his offense follows the same logic: repeated punches to the face
(chapter 87), the hands, the shoulder. Targets chosen not for collapse, but for points. Not to silence the opponent, but to keep him talking through damage. The choice of targets is not arbitrary. The hands and the shoulder are not neutral zones. They are sites of vulnerability that presuppose knowledge. Arnaud Gabriel does not fight, as if he were discovering his opponent in real time; he fights as if he were acting on prior information.
(chapter 82) He anticipated a diminished MMA fighter at the end of his career who would train at the hotel gym. His punches repeatedly return to the same areas—not to finish, but to aggravate. Not to silence, but to extract fatigue.
(chapter 82)—noticed earlier during training—signals something even more fragile: limits that are physiological, not tactical.
(chapter 47) Already discussed. Already framed. Gabriel’s reliance on point accumulation is inseparable from this logic.
(chapter 87) He does not need to dominate the body; he needs to activate its known limits and let the scoring apparatus do the rest.
(chapter 87) —his decision to close distance, to counter decisively, to end the exchange rather than prolong it—appears less like impatience than resistance. He does not correct the narrative. He interrupts it.
(chapter 51) The fight is no longer about what happens between bodies, but about who controls evaluation. And that’s how they could rig the match between Baek Junmin and Joo Jaekyung.
(chapter 70) acquires a different meaning. What he condemns as arrogance is not a moral failure, but a structural adaptation. These fighters have learned that they do not need to finish fights with a knockout. They only need to prolong them—to survive them—because the system will finish the sentence for them. Therefore, the moderator’s commentary during the match introducing the new Korean fighter takes on a clearer function.
(chapter 71) He frames the rookie as someone “waiting for the right timing,” subtly suggesting a coming knockout rather than prolonged survival. The language is important: it reassures the audience that decisiveness still exists within the system, that power is merely deferred—not absent.
(chapter 71) The director is not persuaded. Hwang Byungchul reads the situation differently. He recognizes stiffness, fear, and overreliance on structure—not composure, not strategy. Where the moderator sees patience, the director sees hesitation. Where commentary insists on strategy, experience detects rigidity and lack of instincts.
(chapter 81) It is an assumption: that the outcome no longer requires athletic intervention. The champion is treated as a finished product, a celebrity whose role is to endure visibility, not to alter the terms of the fight itself.
(chapter 82) and inside the cage.
(chapter 87) Publicly, he is courteous. Measured. Even complimentary.
(chapter 82), gentle and polite gestures, and tactical distance— away from the spotlight, away from overt confrontation. His restraint is not humility, but alignment. He performs civility so that judgment, narration, and authority can be outsourced to the institution. That’s why for him, fighting is strongly intertwined with fun and he sees himself more as a star than as an athlete. He is definitely influenced by MFC. Hence we can say that his suit mirrors his mind-set. Gabriel’s suit does not soften his presence; it disciplines it. The patterned fabric signals rigidity rather than elegance—structure over fluidity. It mirrors his fighting style: calibrated, rule-bound, resistant to improvisation. Nothing about his appearance invites rupture. Everything is designed to hold form.
(chapter 54) His power does not come from direct address, but from displacement. When he does appear, it is rarely to argue.
(chapter 49) It is to smirk, to whisper, to apply pressure obliquely. In both cases, the logic is identical: control is preserved by never being fully present.
(chapter 87) It is more observation. He allows the opponent to speak first—to reveal the structure of the exchange.
(chapter 87) When it lands, it collapses distance. It forces the opponent inward. And crucially, it targets the center of the body—not the face that earns applause, but the core that sustains movement.
(chapter 87) and delivers an uppercut.
(chapter 87) This is not escalation; it is completion. Where Gabriel sought to keep the fight open, Joo Jaekyung compresses it. He refuses the long exchange. He refuses circulation. He refuses to wait for judgment. His strategy is not to be evaluated later, but to be undeniable now.
(chapter 87) This is not silence imposed from outside, but silence produced by gravity. Once the body crashes, breath cannot return, and speech has nowhere to perch.
(chapter 87)
(chapter 74)
(chapter 87)
(chapter 2) While the jinx held, action could still occur, but speech could not carry consequence. Words dissipated, were deferred, or were absorbed by systems designed to neutralize them. Powerlessness expressed itself as speechlessness.
(chapter 87) His actions arrive before meaning can be reassigned. His words arrive where no answer is prepared. In this sense, episode 87 marks the moment Joo Jaekyung becomes fluent in his own discipline. Not merely competent, not merely dominant, but articulate. His movements surprise
(chapter 5) which had surprised his manager Park Namwook.
(chapter 5)
(chapter 69) , the switching, the method—the institution could have responded. Clarifications could be issued. Liability could be managed. But by speaking elliptically, by pointing to manipulation without anatomizing it, the champion places the burden of interpretation onto the audience. And MFC can not deny the existence of an incident in the locker room.
(chapter 62) They are not close enough to trust the system blindly.
(chapter 57)
(chapter 69), by allowing attention to cluster around foreign misconduct
(chapter 69) and public embarrassment
(chapter 74) Early incidents reframed as character. Let’s not forget that he was stigmatized as a thug by the members from Team Black too.
(chapter 47) Nothing new needs to be invented. Only reassembled. They know about the dragon’s past, because they brought Baek Junmin, someone who resented the celebrity for his wealth and fame.
(chapter 31) The system does not deny the champion’s words ; it reclassifies them. What was a refusal of manipulation becomes “anger issues.” What was naming becomes “acting out.”
(chapter 72) It only needs to repeat an already accepted story: abandonment as necessity, violence as justification, disappearance as victimhood. A story the system knows how to circulate. And Hwang Byungchul never questioned her decision so far.
(chapter 78) Secondly, Kim Dan is now able to distinguish the past from the present. Finally, thanks to doc Dan
(chapter 62), he did so many good deeds in the seaside town that the inhabitants and the patients from the hospice won’t accept such accusations. I believe that such people won’t see “motherfucker” as a problem at all, they will rather see it as a part of his role after the match. What will remain in their mind is rather the accusation and riddle he voiced: the stunt Baek Junmin played.
(chapter 87), which already tells us that CSPP does not function as a simple broadcaster. My idea is that CSPP operates as an intermediary apparatus: a company that packages events, sells broadcasting rights, coordinates visibility, and transforms violence into consumable spectacle. In other words, CSPP does not show fights; it produces events. This explicates why CSPP was present right from the start
(chapter 14), but barely visible. But the moment it caught my attention in Paris, I realized that its increasing visibility displays the success of MFC as company. Observe that when the champion faced Randy Booker, the weight-in took place on the same day than the fight and in the arena, not at a prestigious hotel like in Paris. Here, the champion held a conference many days before the weight-in, and the latter took place the night before the match with Arnaud Gabriel. Secondly, you can observe the success of MFC through the banners. In Busan, the website of MFC was posed in the background next to CSPP.
(chapter 50), only MFC and CSPP. But in Paris, it is now totally different.
(chapter 35), his suspension
(chapter 57)
(chapter 70) His matches are scheduled at hours accessible even to a Korean hospital
(chapter 41) or hospice patients.
(chapter 71) becomes intelligible. It is not a mark of anticipation, but of expendability. The match is placed where attention is thinnest, where failure or success carries minimal consequence. By contrast, Joo Jaekyung’s fights are positioned to be seen. The asymmetry exposes how dependent MFC’s visibility economy is on him—not as a competitor, but as the primary organizer of audience attention.
(chapter 47) His presence circulates through curated highlights and controlled conference footage rather than open broadcast.
(chapter 47) His rise is engineered through selective visibility.
(chapter 47) Weak opponents are chosen.
(chapter 47) His image is inflated before he ever faces Joo Jaekyung. CSPP does not need to expose him fully; it needs only to prepare recognition. However, CSPP is an official company, they can not control rumors among fighters.
(chapter 47) Thus the manager suggested this to his boss just before:
(chapter 46) By mentioning the existence of spies, he incited the main lead to keep his distance from the doctor and the members so that the rumors about the underground fighting wouldn’t reach his ears.
(chapter 14), the United States, Paris—the fights are placed in high-visibility slots. Loss must be witnessed. Decline must be shared. By contrast, the fight between Baek Junmin and Joo Jaekyung takes place in the morning
(chapter 49), a time of dispersed attention, private viewing, and reduced collective response. Visibility is not maximized; it is managed.
(chapter 49) CSPP’s role, then, is not neutral mediation. It is temporal governance. It decides when exposure becomes dangerous and when it becomes profitable. It does not silence events; it times them.
(chapter 77) Once Joo Jaekyung does not contest the loss of his title—once he does not sue, demand more investigation, or interrupt the administrative process— MFC and CSPP no longer need to justify anything. Delay becomes normalization. Silence becomes confirmation.
(chapter 87) is dangerous not only for MFC, but for CSPP itself. If his connections to the underworld surface, CSPP is no longer a distributor of sport, but a conduit for illicit spectacle. Contracts dissolve not because violence occurred, but because violence escaped framing.
(chapter 49) Under normal medical protocol, this should have stopped the fight immediately.
(chapter 52) There were cameras in the arena. What cannot be allowed to surface is proof of foreknowledge: that an injured athlete was permitted to fight under institutional supervision. Thus it raises the question if the match in the morning was broadcast on TV.
(chapter 52) Structural complicity is translated into an individualized incident. What occurred in the cage is no longer the issue; what occurred afterward becomes the narrative.
(chapter 46) that began elsewhere—losses already acknowledged when Choi Gilseok brought him into the system in the first place.
(chapter 30) This implies that he won’t remain passive and silent like in the past, relying on structure and institutions (Entertainment agency…) and accepting to become a scapegoat.
(chapter 54)
(chapter 84) and the progression of their relationship, attuning readers to intimacy
(chapter 85), care, and emotional release. When the chapter opens with a tactile, reassuring gesture, it naturally confirms that reading mode. The squeeze feels like a culmination.
(chapter 87) This sentence marks a limit. It is not indifference, but acceptance. The champion has just registered the doctor’s surprise
(chapter 87) — the slight jolt, the hesitation—and he responds by stopping. The restraint is not automatic; it is chosen. He does not ask for more reassurance, more certainty, or more support, even though he clearly desires it. Instead, he recognizes sufficiency.
(chapter 87) So the doctor’s support was indeed limited in time. So the stop of the champion ‘s squeeze
(chapter 33) Humbleness here
(chapter 87) The opening scene unfolds in a space that feels inhabited and shared, composed in softer shades that emphasize stillness and presence. The final scene is colder, darker, sharper.
(chapter 87) —the second collapses time inward. Baek Junmin does not act toward what is coming; he reacts toward what has already been. His violence is not exploratory but recursive.
(chapter 49) When Joo Jaekyung addresses him with open disrespect, the breach of seniority provokes immediate outrage.
(chapter 49) Intervention follows quickly. The insult is not tolerated
(chapter 49) because it threatens hierarchy itself. Choi’s anger is genuine in that moment and it reveals what he truly guards: status, order, and the visibility of respect.
(chapter 87), and continues escalating without repercussion
(chapter 78) Both continue to perceive Joo Jaekyung as nothing more than a fighter
(chapter 87) This assumption governs how they speak to him, how they threaten him
(chapter 46) His presence creates a convenient fiction: those around the table come to believe that he is the owner, or at least the one who truly governs the gym. Joo Jaekyung’s absence is interpreted not as autonomy, but as immaturity or dependence. Authority, once again, attaches itself to performance rather than reality.
(chapter 46) Even after boundaries are formally stated, Park Namwook continues to rely on seniority to address the champion
(chapter 46) as if he were a child or an employee—someone to be corrected, instructed, and disciplined. The warning does not alter behavior because it does not challenge the underlying assumption: that Joo Jaekyung’s place is below them.
(chapter 49), handshakes, and private humiliation
(chapter 49), the gesture becomes clearer still. He is accustomed to violence without witnesses, to domination shielded by proximity and secrecy. He was always the man in the shadow. The live broadcast deprives him of that refuge.
(chapter 87) also unfold under the sign of privacy.
(chapter 87) He is announcing a shift of identity.
(chapter 47). The broken screen already signaled that he no longer cares about how he is seen.
(chapter 87) Kim Dan sleeping openly, showing his face, remaining there without fear—this is read by the champion as tacit trust. That trust becomes energy. In other words, this scene serves as the positive reflection of the argument in the locker room:
(chapter 51)
(chapter 75) —showering, cologne, self-regulation before a match. Here, that sequence is conspicuously absent.
(chapter 69), recognition, and above all visibility. Yet this visibility is curiously incomplete. Despite his victory, Baek Junmin is not immediately present as a public figure. He appears as a result
(chapter 52) —his name, his win—but not yet as a narrative subject.
(chapter 50), they remain structurally hidden, absorbed by intermediaries, or misattributed.
(chapter 47) Where the legal economy requires patience and exposure, the illicit one promises certainty and silence.
(chapter 52) In practice, hierarchy barely functions. Authority exists without discipline, protection without accountability. Baek Junmin is not positioned among other fighters, nor anchored in a collective. Thus he is not truly celebrated at the restaurant after the tie. Thus the fighters mentioned the director Choi Gilseok’s financial success or the odd behavior of Joo JAekyung.
(chapter 52) Besides, he watches the match alone 

(chapter 86), it does not close the night through narrative resolution. There is no statement, no promise, no verbal seal. And yet, for many Jinx-philes, the final panel refuses to let the scene dissolve. What remains is not heat, not tension, not even tenderness — but circulation.
(chapter 33), short circuit
(chapter 53) reset. And once that lens is adopted, it becomes impossible to limit the consequences of episode 86 to the couple alone. Because a closed circuit does not only affect those directly connected to it. It alters the surrounding system.
(chapter 86). This section will explore how acknowledging change without denying past harm opens a new ethical position — one that prevents memory from being weaponized, while still preserving responsibility. Third, the analysis will turn to conversion, revisiting earlier nights marked by failure, asymmetry, and isolation. Rather than cancelling them, episode 86 absorbs and transforms them. This is where forgiveness, reflection, and the first true encounter with consequence quietly enter the narrative. Finally, a new section will widen the lens further by examining shared experience and memory
(chapter 53), particularly through Kim Dan’s relationship with his grandmother. Here, the focus will not be accusation, but contrast: between memories carried alone and memories held together; between cycles of repetition and moments of presence; between a worldview structured around endurance and one shaped by circulation. The Paris night does not only affect how Kim Dan sees Joo Jaekyung
(chapter 86) carries such weight, we must return to the origin of kissing itself in Jinx. Because surprise, in this story, is not an abstract theme. It has a history. And that history begins with a body being caught off guard.
(chapter 14) There is no warning, no verbal cue, no time to prepare. The kiss arrives as interruption. It is not negotiated; it is imposed. Hence the author focused on the champion’s hand just before the smooch.
This moment matters far more than it initially appears, because it establishes the template through which Kim Dan first encounters intimacy.
(chapter 15) Affection does not emerge gradually. It breaks in.
(chapter 15) He needs preparation. He needs time to brace himself emotionally. This request reveals two aspects. First, he connects a kiss with love. On the other hand, the request is not really about romance; it is rather about survival. Surprise, for Kim Dan, has already been coded as something that overwhelms the body before the mind can intervene.
(chapter 39), he violates his own request.
(chapter 39) They are unannounced, often landing on unusual places (cheek or ear)
(chapter 44). They often take place under asymmetrical conditions — when one of them is intoxicated, confused, or emotionally exposed. Sometimes they occur without full consent, sometimes without clarity. In chapters 39 and 44, kisses surface precisely when language fails or consciousness fractures. It is as if Kim Dan has internalized a rule he never chose: a kiss must be sudden. Observe how the champion replies to the doctor’s smile and laugh: he kissed him, as if he was jealous of his happiness.
(chapter 44) That’s how I came to realize that the kiss in the Manhwa is strongly intertwined with “surprise”. This is the missing link.
(chapter 2), he comes to reproduce interruption as intimacy. He knows that surprise destabilizes him — that is why he asked for warning — but he has no other model. What overwhelms him also becomes what he reaches for. Surprise is both threat and language.
(chapter 3): the sudden call from the athlete,
(chapter 1), the offer of sex in exchange for money
(chapter 6), the switched spray
(chapter 49), the sudden changes in rules. These moments strip Kim Dan of anticipation and agency. His body reacts before his will can engage. Surprise equals exposure.
(chapter 1) His life is governed by “always”: always working, always returning, always responsible. He lives for his grandmother. Nothing unexpected is allowed to happen, because nothing unexpected can be afforded. This is safety through stasis. Presence without experience.
(chapter 5)
(chapter 1) They shattered routine rather than enriching it. Surprise, in that context, did not open possibility; it threatened survival. It meant debt, coercion, fear. And precisely because of that, it could not be integrated into memory as experience — only repressed as trauma.
(chapter 1), if he doesn’t return home. Surprise, in its earlier form, is excised from the household. What remains is a world of repetition and endurance — safer, but lifeless.
(chapter 2) but in a fundamentally different form.
(chapter 11) His appearances are sudden, his demands non-discussable, his violence immediate. He does not ask; he enforces. Surprise, under his rule, eliminates speech. It leaves no space for argument, no room for clarification, no possibility of consent. One endures, or one is punished.
(chapter 6) Even when power is asymmetrical, even when the terms are coercive, speech is required. Conditions are stated. Rules are articulated. Kim Dan is forced to listen, to answer, to argue, to object. He must speak.
(chapter 17) The two figures cannot coexist because they represent mutually exclusive regimes of surprise: one that annihilates speech, and one that forces it into being. In other words, only one allows experience to be lived rather than survived.
(chapter 27) Experiences accumulate instead of disappearing. They demand response, speech, negotiation. Life no longer consists in enduring impact, but in processing it.
(chapter 41) not despite surprise, but through it. Not because dominance is romanticized, but because surprise is the first force that treats him as someone to whom things can happen. And don’t forget that for him, a kiss symbolizes affection. Even negative experiences generate subjectivity. They prove that he exists beyond function.
(chapter 85) Kim Dan either endures it or reproduces it under unstable conditions. Agency is partial. Meaning collapses afterward.
(chapter 39), irony
(chapter 41) or rejection
(chapter 55). He does not retreat into his habitual “it’s nothing” or “never mind.” He does not reinterpret the gesture as convenience or reflex.
(chapter 86) He kisses back while looking tenderly at his partner. He holds Kim Dan’s head gently. He can only see such a gesture as a positive answer to his request: acceptance and even desire. Surprise is not punished. It is received.
(Chapter 45) This time, the athlete not only accepts the present (the kiss), but but also expresses “gratitude” by kissing back actively.
(chapter 65) In her eyes, she has never changed, just like her grandson.
(chapter 65) If the past is absolute, it can be endlessly invoked to invalidate the present. We have a perfect example on the beach.
(chapter 65)
(chapter 65) They are evaluated exclusively through a moral lens. Smoking and drinking are not responses; they are flaws. And because they are framed as flaws, they retroactively define his character rather than his situation. This is where agency collapses.
(chapter 65) Her behavior does not contradict her claim that she wants Kim Dan to “live his own life.”
(chapter 78)
(chapter 86) Once again, the “hamster” is given the opportunity not only to decide, but also to follow his heart. Where the Paris night allows difference to coexist with memory, Shin Okja’s framework collapses difference back into judgment. Where electricity requires polarity, her logic insists on sameness. Under this new light, it becomes comprehensible how doc Dan came to neglect himself. Self-care is inseparable from choice — from the belief that one’s decisions can meaningfully alter the present. If change is denied, care loses its purpose. Attending to oneself becomes optional, even suspect, because it implies a future different from the one already prescribed.
(chapter 44) The one who remembers bears the – alone, while the other continues forward unmarked. That imbalance is corrosive. It distorts perception. It turns even good memories sour.
(chapter 65) Change is allowed only insofar as it returns to the same point. Electrically speaking, her system is grounded — all charge dissipates into endurance. There is no polarity, only repetition.
(chapter 65) Even though the word jinx is never spoken during the Paris night, its logic quietly collapses there.
(chapter 75) In chapter 75, it is explicitly framed as a way to “clear the head”: an act designed to release pressure and return the system to zero. Partners were interchangeable. Feelings were excluded. Electricity existed only as a spark — brief, violent, and self-extinguishing. Energy was expelled, not circulated. That is the true mechanics of the jinx: power without continuity, intensity without consequence.
(chapter 85) Desires matter, not the match the next morning. Besides, the identity of the partner matters — not just romantically, but also structurally. Current requires two poles. It requires response. It cannot flow through an object, only between 2 subjects.
(chapter 39) and chapter 44
(chapter 11), the care – even if he had hurt himself –
(chapter 47), the shared smiles
(chapter 47). Thus this photograph
(chapter 65) becomes a talisman — not a record of reality, but a distilled image of safety. Painful dimensions are filtered out. Conflict, coercion, and silent pressure recede into the background. Memory protects him by idealizing. Because of this picture, he projected himself in the future, making unrealistic plans.
(chapter 47) It was, as if he only had good times with his grandmother.
(chapter 21)
(chapter 47) and memories.
(chapter 21) 
(chapter 85) I believe that its appearance does not function as decoration. Its imagery — figures suspended among clouds, bodies neither falling nor grounded — introduces a different register of time. Not urgency. Not performance. Not spectacle. Stillness. Interval. A space where movement pauses without collapsing. Under this new light, the reference is Morpheus.
(chapter 75) Until now, rest had been replaced by discharge: sex as erasure, violence as exhaustion, ritual as compulsion. The Paris night does not abolish wakefulness through collapse; it introduces the conditions under which sleep might finally be possible.
(Chapter 78) Here, he reduced it to the absence of sex, but I am sure that deep down, he would have been satisfied, if the “hamster” had given him a good night kiss.
(chapter 86) The charge redistributes. Memory ceases to isolate and begins to circulate. Hence it creates a new memory.
(chapter 86) was a reflection of the picture.
(chapter 86) No one is erased or reduced to an object. Nothing is overlooked or forgotten. But repetition loses its hold. And from here, the story can no longer proceed as before.

(chapter 75), the perfume
chapter 75) that suddenly appeared on his body
(chapter 75), for example, were left unmentioned — proof that silence still surrounds him.
(chapter 75) Why fight as though every match were a matter of life and death? Why keep repeating the same acts, long after survival was secured?
(chapter 75) What does the jinx truly represent for him — mere superstition, a ritual of control, or something he himself has not yet dared to name? For Jaekyung himself cannot fully explain it. He confesses what he knows — that sex steadies him, that milk soothes him, that perfume sharpens him — but he does not grasp what lies beneath these habits. The origin of the jinx remains hidden, lodged somewhere between memory and trauma, where even he cannot follow. Are these rituals mere superstition, a desperate bid for control? Or are they fragments of something deeper — pieces of a story he has never fully told, even to himself?
.(chapter 75) They are the product of a long chain of humiliations, betrayals, and systemic exploitation, each layering onto the next until a young man’s raw talent was encased in a carapace of compulsions. To understand the jinx is to understand how the protagonist’s life collapsed around the word loser, and how the fighting industry transformed his private shame into public myth.
(chapter 74) Hunger, poverty, bullying, insults— each branded his body with a language of violence. Among them came his father’s words, spat like a curse: loser.
(chapter 73) That insult crystallized everything. The young boy absorbed it as truth, so much so that every later fight would be less about victory and more about silencing that single syllable.
(chapter 75)
(chapter 69)
(chapter 75) — a boy who fought with the desperation of someone who had nothing else. Victory after victory gave him the illusion that he had escaped his father’s shadow. As long as he was winning, he could suppress the pain, bury the insult loser, and silence the memory of that cursed night when his father died and his mother abandoned him. Triumph became his shield, proof that he was not what he had said he was.
(chapter 75)
(chapter 75) To them, a fighter’s struggles had only one explanation: weakness. Park Namwook and the other coach dismissed his losses as nerves
(chapter 75), as if the only measure of worth were what happened under the spotlight. They never thought to ask what kind of weight he was carrying, what kind of nights he was surviving before he entered the cage. While the other fighters were well aware of the champion’s insomnia
(chapter 75), Park Namwook still has no idea of the champion’s struggles. This shows how disconnected he is from his “boy”.
(chapter 74) bodies to be tested, pushed, and discarded if they broke. Where Jaekyung’s defeat cracked open childhood trauma, they saw only performance failure. What he lived as suffocation and despair
(chapter 75), they reduced to cowardice, bad luck or lack of discipline.
(chapter 75) Even before his first loss, Jaekyung fought like a cornered animal, pouring every ounce of strength into proving he could not be beaten. That’s why he rose so fast. But why? The reason is that all his opponents were reflections of his “father”.
(chapter 75) Consequently, his matches always looked like life-and-death struggles. He wasn’t strategizing against a specific fighter; he was exorcising a ghost. That’s why he never refused a challenge. His opponent never mattered. Besides, as long as he could win, it didn’t matter.
(chapter 75), the more the cracks showed — and the ghosts of his father and mother made every fight feel like a replay of abandonment and accusation. The five losses
(chapter 75) were not just setbacks in his career; they were the repeated reopening of a wound that would never heal. Each one confirmed his father’s curse. Each one reinforced the sense that he was marked, that no matter how high he climbed, he would always be dragged down again.
(chapter 73) To the boy, it was a cry for pain and survival — an instinctive urge to escape despair and criticism. To the father, it was betrayal. Already emasculated by failure and drink, he was reminded of his wife’s discontent, the specter of another abandonment. He lashed out the only way he knew:
(chapter 73), and that the man’s final judgment on him would never be undone. Love and hatred, longing and guilt fused in that moment. He loved his father despite the abuse. And yet he would forever wonder if leaving — even just threatening to leave — had killed him. Worse, because death came so suddenly, there was no time left.
(chapter 73) The clock had stopped before forgiveness could be spoken, before the boy could say he had not meant it. From that moment on, time itself became his opponent: every match another countdown, every victory an attempt to outrun that night.
(chapter 73), unable to voice his own vulnerability.
(chapter 66) — speaking not with fists or insults but with tears and an embrace.
(chapter 66) His sleepwalking reacting to a simple touch
(chapter 65), his dissociative pleas
(chapter 66) give Jaekyung the words his father could not say. Where the father’s unconscious leaked out in aggression, Dan’s unconscious offers gentleness and honesty. Both men speak from a place deeper than reason; one chained Jaekyung to guilt, the other opens the possibility of release. In Dan’s trembling body, Jaekyung sees the tender reflection of his father’s hidden plea
(chapter 72) His violence expressed his powerlessness. And when his son shouted his desire to leave the “dump of a house,”
(chapter 57) Violence and insult became his only idiom. “Loser” was not simply an accusation, but the displaced confession of his own defeat: I was abandoned. I failed. I have nothing.
(chapter 73) The boy’s boxing talent was a source of pride — proof of strength — but also a threat. Strength meant escape. Escape meant abandonment. The father, who had already lost his wife and his dignity, projected onto his son the terror of losing everything once again. His resentment was not born of disappointment alone but of recognition (unconsciously): you are me, and you will leave me too.
(chapter 74) His father may have been an orphan, just like his mother too. Therefore the latter was emotionally unavailable, and so he inherited not only trauma but also silence. By contrast, Dan has at least one surviving figure — flawed as she is — who keeps the family thread intact. That contrast makes Jaekyung’s bond with Dan all the more significant: it is not just romance, but an attempt to build a family line that never existed before him.
(chapter 73), while keeping Jaewoong’s own origins shrouded. Hwang had someone by his side — gentle, quiet, but present — while Jaewoong had no one, as according to me, the mother was counting on her “husband”‘s success and dream. The director’s stability, however fragile, was rooted in that maternal figure. Jaewoong had no such guide, and without it, he simply made the wrong choice.
(chapter 74), she never once spoke to her son about it, never asked what he felt. She did not grieve with him, nor allow him to grieve. Besides, the main lead’s words were ambiguous: Was the father dead or had he abandoned his son too? The fact that she never asked exposes that it didn’t matter to her. She was not interested in the truth, her only concern was herself — her new life, her fear of losing it. Where the father left him branded, the mother left him erased.
(chapter 73). To win was to prove his father wrong, but to stand alone in victory was to prove his mother right. Success and emptiness became inseparable.
(chapter 56), seemingly fragile and dependent. But unlike her, he stays. Where the mother left, Dan endures. He only left because of the champion’s final words:
(chapter 51)
(chapter 75) This man’s jinx was startlingly simple: he read the Bible before every match. One book, one ritual, one anchor. To outsiders, it may have seemed quaint, even laughable, but to Jaekyung it was enviable.
(chapter 75) When he prayed, it was not only for victory, but for coherence. Win or lose, the ritual bound him to a sense of belonging that Jaekyung had never tasted.
(chapter 75) If ritual could bend fate, he would build his own. But where the Bible fighter had a single, unifying story — scripture, God, fellowship — Jaekyung had nothing to draw on. No faith to lean on, no parental blessing to inherit, no safe home to return to. Instead, he began to stitch together a mosaic of rituals, each one disguising a different childhood wound. To outsiders it looked obsessive, neurotic, almost superstitious. To him, it was survival. Each gesture was both repression and remembrance, a scar disguised as armor. And this is the paradox: the rituals made him strong enough to survive, but too broken to live.
(chapter 75) But in truth it was a disguised memory of hunger
(chapter 72), of nights when there was nothing to eat, of shame attached to poverty.
(chapter 75) To drink milk was to rewrite the past: I will not go hungry again. Yet the act was also a reminder that he once had.
(chapter 27) , self-punishment, the willingness to suffer endlessly for the cage. He didn’t fear pain. Their sudden appearance
(chapter 75), a reminder that he had entered a machine in motion, a system that swallowed fighters whole and spat out statistics. From that point, the acceleration was merciless: by April, he was in the 272nd bout against Randy Booker
(chapter 14); by June, the 293rd against Dominic Hill
(chapter 75), he had not merely “built” a career, he had been consumed by one. There was no time to recover from injuries, no space to process victory, no room to integrate defeat. No wonder why his shoulders were in bad shape.
(chapter 75) Every fight blurred into the next, every opponent older, stronger, more experienced. And yet Jaekyung fought them all with the same desperate, survival-driven ferocity.
(chapter 27) still called him an athlete — someone whose body required balance, protection, recovery. But MFC and KO-FC never did. For them, the main lead or his colleagues were addressed as
(chapter 14) “The Emperor”, “a crazy bastard”
(chapter 40), “my boy”,
(chapter 47). Thus only doctors are allowed to do them officially. But Jaekyung’s rise shifted that meaning. As “The Emperor,” he normalized tattoos for the new generation of fighters, transforming what once marked marginality into a badge of visibility. This is why even Oh Daehyun, one of his admirers and members of Team Black, now carries one:
(chapter 8) The celebrity’s suffering literally redefined the aesthetic of the sport. His body, turned billboard, became part of the league’s branding.
(chapter 35), reducing years of discipline to a liability on the page. Later came the suspension narrative
(chapter 5) the name Seo Gichan appeared here for the first time… a faceless name!
(chapter 47), questioning the selection of Baek Junmin, is so crucial. It shows that the manipulation of opponents was no accident — it was systemic. Matches were not about fair combat but about narrative management: making sure the emperor’s story served the company’s balance sheet.
(chapter 75) Here, it looks like a mirror, but naturally it is a fake one. It was not earned with fists alone; it could be stripped, reassigned, reshaped at will. One tie, one whisper, one adjustment in the rankings, and the Night Emperor was dethroned without ceremony.
(chapter 75), not for intimacy but to clear his head and stave off loneliness, emptiness and his abandonment issues.
(chapter 75) must be read in this light. It is not a relapse into the system’s treadmill, nor a blind return to the pitfall laid before him. Notice that he does not say he will fight in the fall, nor does he mention the upcoming match that everyone else is waiting for.
(chapter 71) Instead, he frames his goal with a word that changes everything: reclaim.
(chapter 73), but he lost his father and his mother abandoned him.
(chapter 51) The mirror is clear: the cycle can be broken, but only if he dares to answer the question that was never asked of him before. Therefore it is not surprising that the physical therapist’s question appeared in the champion’s vision:
(chapter 61) He was acknowledging the main lead as a real physical therapist.
(chapter 62)— and even to those closest to his body — it looks like nothing more than sex. That was all the uke from chapter 2 saw, and it was enough for him to sneer:
(chapter 2) The insult landed with devastating familiarity, not as a new wound but as an echo of his father’s curse: “loser.” Both words reduced Jaekyung to nothing — not a man, not an athlete, just a fraud kept alive by crutches.
(chapter 2) In slamming his former partner against the wall, he was not merely silencing a lover’s cruelty. He was fighting the ghost of his father, the voice that had branded him weak, cursed, unworthy. The jinx that kept him alive was being twisted into proof of his failure, and he could not bear it.
(chapter 2)
(chapter 62), Dan recoiled.
(chapter 62) To him, “jinx” meant objectification, a reduction of their bond to sex.
(chapter 62) but as a therapist he trusted. His words about wanting to return to the “usual pre-match routine”
(chapter 62) were, in his mind, a way of saying: I need you to bring back wholeness, to help me steady myself again. But because Dan only knew fragments of the jinx, the message landed with devastating distortion.
(chapter 41) but not the others. He had never seen how layered and fragmented Jaekyung’s survival system truly was: the shower and perfume, the milk, the tattoos, the obsessive fight schedule. Thus, when Jaekyung invoked the jinx, Dan heard only objectification: you want me for my body. However, this is not what the “wolf” meant. Thus he got surprised by such a statement.
(chapter 62) For Jaekyung, the plea was about coherence; for Dan, it sounded like reduction.
(chapter 22) He cooks breakfast for Jaekyung, offering something warm, homemade, human — a substitute for the cold, industrial glass of milk.
(chapter 22) or cry out of joy.
(chapter 54) throws the plate away
(chapter 54), or sits at a vast table in silence.
(chapter 54) But when Dan cooks, Jaekyung is surprised, even touched. For once, nourishment is not consumption but connection. The milk was always a disguised memory of deprivation; Dan’s meal becomes the antidote — food as presence. So for him, the prematch-routine was also referring to the meals prepared by his fated partner. And I feel the need to bring another aspect. Since there was no “family” in the athlete’s life, he never got the chance to discover the joy of the table.
(chapter 22) Hence it is not surprising that he looked at his phone, while the others were eating and discussing. He never had a real conversation with a family member around the table.
(chapter 40) Perfume was one of Jaekyung’s protective rituals — masking shame, creating an armor against the memory of bullying and ridicule. Yet Dan shows that none of this is necessary. The panel where he clings to the bedsheets after their Summer Night’s Dream together
(chapter 45), whispering that he misses Jaekyung’s warmth, reveals that the champion’s natural scent is already enough. He never gets to see this — Jaekyung doesn’t know how deeply Dan treasures his smell.
(chapter 40) Here he turned around and placed his lover in the middle of the bed. He even let him rest.
(chapter 2), and not the other rituals? Because to admit the rest would be to expose the origin of the jinx: the father’s insult, the mother’s abandonment, the hunger, the bullying. Sex was the only ritual that could be spoken without directly dragging the past into the room. It was the “safe” shorthand — though tragically, it became the most dangerous. Homosexuality is definitely a stigma among boxers and MMA fighters.
(chapter 68) In his own way, he was showing him that he did care! He was more than just a body… or even a physical therapist!!
(chapter 35) It is the steady mirror of Kim Dan.
(chapter 13) — helpless, cornered, often pleading. Thus the champion taught the doctor to overcome his fear and fight back:
(chapter 26) This imbalance was no accident. It replayed Jaekyung’s own childhood roles: he became what his father had been to him (the better version naturally, for he is the mirror of truth), and forced Dan into the position he had once held himself. Through Dan, Jaekyung unconsciously re-enacted his trauma, reversing their positions as if to master what had once mastered him. That way, he was pushed to mature emotionally! That’s why he could connect with the main lead unconsciously. His trembling words in Chapter 51
(chapter 71) He believes to know the truth, while he is ignorant. He is insecure, extreme in his behavior (drinking)
(chapter 71), but also selfish and questioning, still fragile yet capable of protest. He is struggling with his own emotions and thoughts.
(chapter 71) How can he trust the athlete, when he doubts himself so much? From my point of view, he is on the verge of become “mature mentally” and as such “responsible”. At the same time, Jaekyung is revealed as the adult in crisis. His exhaustion
(chapter 70)
(chapter 74) It is because thanks to the director’s confession, the “hamster” is able to see the champion as a “a kindred spirit“, an orphan and as such as the younger “boy”.
(chapter 7)
(chapter 69) It is not about treatment or jinx, but about presence. This hug reframes the meaning of strength. True strength is not the ability to fight endlessly, but the ability to hold and be held, to mirror” is like touching oneself! Let’s not forget that the mirror represents the reflection of a person. Respecting the physical therapist signifies respecting oneself!
(chapter 36) He can remain indifferent to their “provocations”, as he has long matured emotionally.
(chapter 36) He can retaliate differently. With his money and power, he can prove to them, he is no loser! 

(chapter 26) They have watched his fights
(chapter 23), memorized his moves and titles, and repeated the anecdotes told in gyms and on TV. They’ve heard how he was “saved” by sports from a darker path, and cheered for him as the “Emperor” — the handsomest fighter, the man who broke the arcade’s punching machine
(chapter 26), the champion who stands above the rest. But if the champion’s life is already an open book, why did Mingwa wait so long to reveal his childhood and family? The answer is simple. It is because Joo Jaekyung has been called the Emperor till his fight against Baek Junmin! These public portraits — the friendly banter in the gym, the theatrical ring intros — show us the merchandise, not the man. They are the carefully polished surface presented to fans and fellow fighters alike, repeated so often that even those closest to him believe them. Yet behind this image
(chapter 70), Hwang Byungchul’s anger fell squarely on the champion.
(chapter 70) To him, it looked as though Jaekyung had made the reckless choice to return to the ring so soon. That was the trap: the headline and phrasing were designed to make it appear that the decision was the fighter’s own. The opening line alone
(chapter 69) It was as if the main lead, backed by his team, had personally approached MFC to request the match — an illusion strengthened by the opening line, “MFC’s former champion Joo Jaekyung will be returning to the ring this fall after serving his suspension.” This way, if the decision draws criticism, the CEO can retreat behind the fighter and his team, like they did in the past.
(chapter 67) That’s the reason why this suggestion from the CEO appeared the very next day.
(chapter 69)
(chapter 61), it was paired with a recommendation for rehabilitation — not an immediate return to competition. This was actually a condition for his total recovery. On the other hand, the doctor imagined or suggested that his patient wished to return to the ring so soon. No medical professional ever signed off on an autumn fight. Yet the date is already set, and the headlines frames it as a confident comeback without any medical backup. The Emperor’s name is splashed everywhere, but none of the words belong to him.
(chapter 41), while the image released with the fall match announcement was the one from when he first won his champion title.
(chapter 17) He was blamed for his popularity. The man inside the crown does not act or speak freely; his words are filtered, scripted, or replaced entirely.
(chapter 12), never mind that he hardly drinks. The gesture fits the fantasy they’ve built around him, not the reality of a man who rejects alcohol due to his addicted father, a reminder that even the tokens of admiration are shaped by the image, not the truth. So who is this so-called close associate or “Joo Jaekyung’s team” exactly that decides for him, speaks for him, and hides behind his title? Besides, why did the journalist change from “one of his close associates” to “Joo Jaekyung’s team”?
(chapter 57) The nickname, played for entertainment value, was another way of turning the champion into a caricature — a marketable, amusing persona instead of a man with a past and agency. It is quite telling that Park Namwook’s interview aired immediately after the anchor referred to Jaekyung as “Mama Joo Jaekyung Fighter.” This was not the lofty “Emperor” title repeated in gyms and ring intros — it was more a mocking nickname, a deliberate jab meant to provoke. In that moment, the Emperor was verbally pulled down from his pedestal, yet the images shown alongside the segment told a different story: carefully chosen shots of him as a champion, a visual echo of his marketable persona. The dissonance was striking.
(Chapter 52) This framing lets him claim the prestige of leadership while leaving himself room to withdraw if things go wrong. Yosep was the one notifying MFC and reporting the incident to the police, Potato explaining his discovery to Joo Jaekyung and blaming the star.
(Chapter 36) He should tolerate the celebrity’s moods and put up with everything. The manager didn’t mind, as long as he didn’t get affected. But what is the consequence of such a passive tolerance? An individual’s self-esteem can slowly erode, leading to a gradual loss of their sense of self. They may stop recognizing their own desires, needs, and rights, often without even realizing this is happening. This is because emotional exhaustion often develops subtly over time, rather than appearing as a sudden, dramatic event.
(chapter 31) when punished. In this light, Park Namwook embodies the very dynamic the article warns against: a figure who benefits from another’s compliance, maintaining control not through open dialogue, but through unspoken rules and the threat of exclusion.
(chapter 73), by becoming a boxer, the champion wouldn’t make a lot of money. With this comment, he implied that boxing in South Korea had been losing popularity 10 years ago. This explicates why gradually, the members from Hwang Byungchul left the studio. And it was likely the same in the illegal fighting circuit.
(chapter 73) The popularity of MMA in the States gave them the opportunity to revive fighting sports, a figure who could draw crowds and sponsors, making such events fashionable again.
(chapter 72) instead of “hard-working,” a man who “chose sports over a dark path.” Yet if you look closely, this celebrated “ascension”
(chapter 72) isn’t tied to the director’s boxing studio at all — it’s linked to the arcade’s punching machine incident.
(chapter 72), the scars of his family history, and the years of survival before the cage. This is history rewritten, his boxing past and family erased. Why? His origins could expose the ugly verity: the link between criminality and boxing (as such fighting sports). Secondly, because his real story, though moving, lacked the glamorous allure needed to market him. His real story would have revealed that to rise to the top, you need relentless work, not a miraculous moment. That version was never going to sell as well as the “genius” myth.
(chapter 46) Most of them thought that by staying close to him, they could benefit from his popularity. To conclude, for many of them proximity to the Emperor wasn’t about learning discipline or technique; it was about absorbing his fame by osmosis. Hence they complained and accepted the gifts and money so easily.
(chapter 46) And, like any product, once it was seen as damaged, its value plummeted. The moment he “lost” his title and suffered injury (chapter 52), the dream began to unravel.
(chapter 22) He is even disposable. He is gradually giving more rights to his “boy”, the real director of Team Black. And the moment you perceive the manager as the main lead’s voice, you can grasp the true significance of the slap at the hospital:
(chapter 52) For the first time, the main lead had voiced his own thoughts and emotions. He had used his real “voice”, revealed his unwell-being:
(chapter 52) To this outburst, Park Namwook slapped Jaekyung in front of others (chapter 52).
(chapter 52) He chose silence, and later avoidance, staying away from the gym. That silence was not weakness, but choice: he would listen less and less to his hyung.
(chapter 36)
(chapter 72) We don’t know how many times he called, but each time we see him do it, his face is injured.
(chapter 72) The phone calls are therefore intertwined with the boxing studio, as though pain itself pushed him toward her. At ten, he picked up the receiver and let it ring only a few times before hanging up. The next time, in the dead of winter, he finally spoke, promising that if she returned, he would protect her from his father and make enough money to keep her safe.
(chapter 55)
(chapter 1) He embodies innocence and as such lack of experiences. Moreover, he talks, makes suggestions for the champion’s sake
(chapter 27), spent time with him, asks questions, confronts, and refuses to be reduced to a body in the room. He breaks the rule of silence. With him, Jaekyung can no longer hide behind the physical alone; he is forced to speak, to explain, to voice desires and fears. He pushes Jaekyung to engage in ways he’s spent years avoiding. In this way, Kim Dan becomes the first real threat to the system the champion built after those two curses — and possibly the first person who could prove that words can be safe again. And now, you comprehend why Joo Jaekyung was moved by the birthday card
(chapter 62) To most, it might look like a simple gesture, but for him, it was a rare and precious thing — a voice that had taken the time to shape itself into words just for him.
(chapter 55) After years of associating speech with either silence or harm, receiving a long-winded, carefully written message felt almost unreal. He saw the effort behind it, the deliberate choice to put thoughts and emotions into language instead of letting them fade away or turn into weapons. In that card, Kim Dan offered something neither of his parents had managed: a voice that reached him without wounding. No silence, no insult. For the champion, it wasn’t just a card — it was proof that words could be built into a gift, not a curse. The latter expressed his dreams and gratitude. Thus I deduce that the Emperor’s curse will be broken by a spell: words!
(chapter 55) The “spell” to break it is not some grand external event, but the simple, sustained act of honest communication — something that has been denied to him since childhood.
(chapter 68), a kiss, a pat, a caress or by simply holding hands
(chapter 71) He saw affection in the hug, but he still doubted the champion’s action.
Until now, the design’s images have played a secondary role, yet the answer lies in a single scene from chapter 41.
(chapter 41) Under the bright sunlight, Kim Dan reached out toward the leaves, his hand open and unguarded, as he silently thought of the man he loved. This gesture, so simple yet so revealing, became the unspoken confession that marked the start of a different kind of freedom—the freedom to feel.
(chapter 73) reveals why that reading was correct: the penthouse window is not just a symbolic device of the present — it is the direct heir of a far older image burned into his memory. Here, as a teenager, he stands before a small barred window in the room where his father’s corpse lies. The resemblance is not visual coincidence but emotional continuity. Both windows let in light without granting escape; both present the outside world as something visible yet forever out of reach.
(chapter 71)
(chapter 70) the night can also be alive, communicative, protective. In that moment, the moon becomes more than a distant light in the sky: it is a patient witness, a calm listener in the stillness, reflecting the truth he has yet to voice.
(chapter 70) Its soft glow contrasts with the blinding glare of the cage lights, suggesting that under the moon, there is space for gentleness, for hearing one’s own heartbeat and another’s words. Just as the moon guides travelers through darkness, it can guide him toward a night that does not suffocate him with loss, but offers orientation and connection.
(chapter 60) they were his own form of therapy. In saving someone else in the night,
(chapter 65) he could prove to himself he was not powerless, he was valuable, capable of protecting what mattered.
(chapter 69) He was not too late either. And the moment doc Dan discovers what the silent hero has done for him so many times, the former will realize that he has always been special to the Emperor. Moreover, the latter had never abandoned him in the end.
, (chapter 9) as if the champion’s volatility were a quirk (the actions of a spoiled child) to be managed rather than a wound to be healed. It is because he never talked to the champion or investigated his past. It was only about money and glory. The manufactured image of the erratic, temperamental fighter served Namwook well; it excused rough handling, justified bad press, and kept Joo Jaekyung dependent. Once the Emperor can name the truth of that night, the fiction collapses — and with it, Namwook’s control. He can only be judged as a liar and even a traitor, but we know that Joo Jaekyung has a big heart. He could love his father despite the abuse. Now, the missing link is Cheolmin!
(chapter 13) Observe that this name is a combination between Hwang Byungchul and Baek Junmin! Under this light, my avid readers can grasp why the athlete kept his existence in the dark for so long! It is because the latter belongs to his past and knows the truth behind the Emperor! He was aware of his suffering. For him, he is not just a fighter, but someone who needed FUN in his life! 

(chapter 16) —haltingly and with a trace of disbelief visible thanks to the points of suspension —as his first kiss ever. His stunned reaction and eventual admission offer a compelling lens through which to explore the symbolism of kissing in Jinx, but also the emotional landscape the two men must navigate.
(chapter 14) If it was his first, the gesture carries a far deeper meaning than either man realizes in the moment. And if it wasn’t, then why does this kiss—with Kim Dan—resonate so differently?
(chapter 30) Recognizing his face, Dan mentions that his grandmother used to watch the drama A Fine Line, and that he had seen it with her.
(chapter 30) The author even includes a framed shot from the fictional show, depicting Heesung as the smiling son-in-law in a multigenerational family. This visual insert is subtle, but telling: it wasn’t the story that stayed with Dan, but the faces—the aesthetics of family structure and polite emotional decorum.
(chapter 16) it frightened him. The kiss broke an invisible boundary—one his upbringing had silently enforced. That’s the reason why he wasn’t sure if he could do it again.
(chapter 30) He blushes and wonders why.
(chapter 30) It’s a telling moment: Dan isn’t used to feeling attraction and desire, let alone recognizing it. He never bought posters of celebrities, never fantasized. That world—the glamorous world of affection, attention, and beauty—was never his.
(chapter 30) —despite already having been seen naked by Jaekyung
(chapter 30) —suggests something deeper than modesty. When he rushes to hide his underwear and blushes merely at brushing his teeth next to someone
(chapter 30), it becomes evident: Dan is not accustomed to physical closeness or shared domestic spaces. These are not reactions of a man with just sexual trauma—they point to someone raised without the warmth of daily intimacy.
(chapter 5) He had to take care of himself, dressed on his own. He had to act like an adult, as his role was to assist his grandmother:
(chapter 44) and ear
(chapter 44) and toward something far more intimate and protective. These are not the kisses of seduction, but of affection—almost maternal in their tone. Hence the MMA fighter got patted later:
(chapter 44) They suggest care, comfort, and emotional presence. This is crucial, because it reveals that for Dan, a kiss is not about arousal or conquest. It is a language of love. They carry the flavor of instinct. These are the kinds of kisses a child might have once received, or given, in moments of safety and connection.
(chapter 44) is a behavior shared by felines and wolves alike: a subtle act of comfort, trust, and bonding. Wolves nuzzle to soothe and reassure. Leopards nudge to display affection without threatening dominance. Dan’s pecks
(chapter 57) (chapter 57)—licking them not out of instinct alone, but to reassure and bond.
(chapter 57) During that summer night’s dream, Dan’s body mirrored this wordless care. That’s why he could laugh so genuinely like a child after witnessing his “pet’s reaction”.
(chapter 44)
(chapter 14) Therefore the physical therapist astonishment, “What’s this?” was not naïve; it was disoriented. Somewhere deep within, Dan had internalized a different model of kissing: one that reflected comfort, not conquest; affection, not arousal. The kiss he received was too strange, too fierce—it violated a definition he didn’t even know he had. His body knew how to kiss, but it remembered a different type of kiss altogether. The latter stands for love and as such emotions. Under this new light, my avid readers can comprehend why the physical therapist made the following request from his fated partner:
(chapter 14) Jaekyung repeated such a gesture, as seen in chapters 24
(chapter 24), and again in 64
(chapter 64). These gestures were not expressions of tenderness, but acts of dominance, mirroring how the celebrity was taught to treat intimacy: not as an exchange, but as an imposition. His behavior echoes Cheolmin’s earlier suggestion
(chapter 63) Fun is not the same as love, and this distinction matters deeply for someone like Kim Dan, who associates kissing with emotional safety and love, not performance or play. This explicates why he refused to be kissed in episode 63:
(chapter 63)
(chapter 3) —it forces the wolf to ponder on the meaning of a kiss and his relationship with the physical therapist.
In that iconic artwork, the man does not kiss the woman on the mouth, the traditional locus of erotic desire. Instead, his lips are placed upon her cheek—a gesture that suggests reverence, not possession; vulnerability, not domination.
(chapter 44)
(chapter 45)
(chapter 54) When he was young, he had to face an abuser. Notice that the man’s face was very close to the champion’s
(chapter 54). Thus I interpret that for the champion, the face represents not only his vulnerability, but also a source of danger. That’s the reason why he couldn’t hide his displeasure and frustration, when he faced this “lover”.
(chapter 44) He couldn’t hide his joy by the champion’s funny reaction and laughed. And how did the protagonist react to this? Not only his face expressed his dissatisfaction, but also he silenced his partner with a kiss right away:
(chapter 44) Joo Jaekyung is leading the kiss, he is regaining control over their relationship. It reinforces the idea that the wolf’s kiss was not merely about passion, but about reclaiming dominance and halting a shift in power. Just moments earlier, Kim Dan’s laughter had opened a space of emotional intimacy and lightness, which the champion was not prepared to face. The kiss, now prolonged and intensified, becomes the sportsman’s way of reasserting control over a situation that was slipping into unfamiliar emotional territory.
(chapter 45) The marks on the doctor’s body were evidence that he was no longer in control. They weren’t just signs of a physical encounter—they were witnesses to something far more threatening: vulnerability, softness, and reciprocity. In the night, swept up by instinct and unspoken longing, the wolf had allowed himself to be touched—not just physically, but emotionally. But by morning, the spell was broken. His gaze didn’t linger on Kim Dan with affection—it darted instead to the bruises and scratches as though they were accusations.
(chapter 45) wasn’t just the pain he might have inflicted—it was the realization that the balance of power had subtly shifted. The man who had always dictated the terms of their relationship had surrendered to something unfamiliar: tenderness, emotional closeness, and shared desire. The fact that Kim Dan initiated affection, even kissed him voluntarily, shattered Jaekyung’s script. For someone who conflated feelings with threat, and dominance with safety, this reversal was unbearable.
(chapter 45) —and that he, in turn, had wanted Dan back. This terrified him more than any bruise ever could.
(chapter 37), and kissing becomes his emotional brake pedal. It’s not simply an act of love, but a means to regulate, or even drown out, what he cannot yet name or accept: that he is being loved. It is not random that I included the scene from episode 37: he heard laughs from the other room. For him, such a noise must have sounded like a disrespect and mockery, triggering his past trauma. And he was not entirely wrong in the sense that they were eating behind his back
(chapter 37) It was, as if they were mocking him because of his forced “diet”. No wonder why the champion is barely seen laughing and prefers seriousness. At the same time, I can grasp why the athlete feels close to Park Namwook, as the latter stands for these exact notions: work, money and seriousness. Fun is not part of his world and vocabulary, therefore he punished Joo Jaekyung for sparring with doc Dan.
(chapter 2) Though his face was close to the star’s, he didn’t attempt to kiss him. In fact, he proposed him a fellatio, a sign that the champion had never allowed anyone to get close to his “face”. Finally, observe how he reacted, when the uke in episode 55 attempted to kiss him:
(chapter 55) The celebrity even ran away: a sign that the allowing someone approaching his face is perceived as something uncomfortable and threatening. At the same time, that moment exposes the kiss as something sacred—one that cannot be duplicated without emotional violation. This shows that for the champion, the meaning of a smooch has evolved. It is no longer perceived as a source of fun and a mean to gain something.
(chapter 55) He couldn’t forget doc Dan’s face, the latter excited him, a sign that for the champion, the face in general has been a source of pain, yet thanks to doc Dan, the latter has become a source of “comfort and joy”.
(chapter 39) before requesting a fellatio:
(chapter 39) The main lead’s head was very close to the champion’s face, thus he must have felt uncomfortable. Secondly by acting this way, the doctor was gradually gaining power over their relationship. For the wolf, dominance is everything, an indication that in his past he felt defenseless and weak. His “opponent”, the mysterious ghost, had the upper hand. Moreover, the fellatio created a distance between them, where the fighter could expose his superiority. And note how doc Dan behaved under the influence of the drug:
(chapter 39) For the first time, he accepted Dan’s initiative—both physically and emotionally. Compare it to his attitude before:
(chapter 55) These memories represent the moment where the athlete felt strong and had the upper hand in their relationship. These images reveal that Joo Jaekyung hasn’t realized the signification of the kiss yet. For him, they don’t seem important. This exposes that the athlete has not associated kiss with love and affection yet. At the same time, we have to envision that a smooch is strongly intertwined with equity and trust.
(chapter 28) And in episode 14, it was clear that the star still felt superior to his companion, therefore the kiss had no special meaning. As you can see, everything is pointing out that Joo Jaekyung had never been kissed before. And what does a kiss symbolize? Not only attachment, but also purity and innocence.
(chapter 15)
(chapter 52) In that context, a kiss could never be affection, but vulnerability. A risk.
(chapter 3), based on Dan’s vague claim of prior partners. Yet Dan has never kissed anyone before. The kiss becomes his true moment of loss, a quiet confession through action. Conversely, Jaekyung’s own discomfort shows that he, too, is untouched in this particular way. When Dan tries to kiss Jaekyung again, and he instinctively rejects it, it reveals just how unprepared he is for affection. They are both unaware that the other is emotionally “pure” in this regard, and that makes the kiss a shared revelation.
(chapter 67), Jaekyung must reinvent his approach. He cannot rely on dominance, strength, or sexual performance to win Dan’s heart. If he wants true connection, he must learn a new language—one built on gestures of affection, softness, and presence. This process also involves separating his public persona from his private longing. Joo Jaekyung, the champion, cannot seduce with spectacle. But Jaegeng, the man, might learn to express love through a simple touch, or a well-timed kiss. The redefinition of seduction is not just about Dan’s healing; it is about the wolf’s reclaiming his own right to feel and give love. And in my opinion, that process has already started:
(chapter 29: note that he did not select this scene to rekindle with the doctor, but the other scene) He will learn it from life, from watching how the innocent express care without shame or purpose.
(chapter 62) If someone had laughed in front of him and made fun of him, this would have reopened his old wounds.


(Chapter 63) The presence—or absence—of clothing during their encounters symbolized the gradual dismantling of their emotional walls. Now, shifting the perspective to the champion, another layer of complexity emerges. Joo Jaekyung’s evolving approach to intimacy is not just a reflection of his growing feelings but also a silent, deeply ingrained struggle with dependence and control.
(chapter 63) Why does he hesitate to strip entirely, even as he succumbs to desire? Notice that he released his erected phallus before removing his cloth.
(chapter 63) To answer this, a comparative analysis of earlier sex scenes is necessary, unraveling the hidden dialogue between physical exposure and emotional vulnerability.
(chapter 63) The champion, despite holding the dominant role, is now the one retaining a piece of clothing. This suggests an unconscious act of concealment—not of shame in the traditional sense, but of a growing dependency on Kim Dan.
(chapter 62) with a zoom-in shot on his erection still hidden by gray sweatpants. Striking is that on the one hand he let the doctor feel his reaction to his naked body, when he embraced the doctor:
(chapter 62) The “hamster” could sense with his leg the excitement. On the other hand, these pants were only removed once he entered the bedroom and was on the bed
(chapter 63), reinforcing the idea that vulnerability, for him, is confined to this private space. Moreover, the choice of attire in Episode 62
(chapter 63) Thus I deduce that exactly like the presence of the black underwear, the athlete’s low self-esteem hasn’t been removed completely. He still expects fear and rejection.
(chapter 63), dominates without seeking connection
(chapter 55), and ensures that every encounter follows his carefully constructed narrative. However, in Episode 63, a subtle but undeniable shift occurs. For the first time, Jaekyung’s actions reflect something deeper than mere desire or dominance. They reveal his growing emotional investment in Kim Dan, exposing a side of him that even he does not fully comprehend.
(chapter 63)
(chapter 12) In the earlier encounter, Jaekyung presented himself as a generous partner, offering Kim Dan a so-called privilege—an opportunity to enter a whole new world, thanks to him. However, his so-called generosity was nothing more than a facade, a way to conceal his inexperience in genuine intimacy. The tool he used was not just an object of pleasure but a mask for his own shortcomings as a lover. He did not know how to pleasure Kim Dan, nor did he care to learn. His focus was not on Kim Dan’s enjoyment but on reinforcing his own power and dominance.
(chapter 63) Here, he no longer portrays himself as the benevolent provider of an experience.
(chapter 12) – seeking both to display dominance and to elicit validation
(chapter 12) —this time, in Episode 63, he prioritizes Kim Dan’s pleasure without explicitly expecting anything in return.
(chapter 63) Up until this point, Jaekyung has never truly faced rejection.
(chapter 63) This moment forces him to confront an uncomfortable truth: power and status cannot buy emotional intimacy.
(chapter 03) or passive-aggressive remarks.
(chapter 63) While he does voice his frustration, he does so without force, showing an unprecedented level of emotional regulation. Instead of demanding compliance, he chooses a different approach—he focuses on Kim Dan’s pleasure, attempting to bridge the emotional gap through physical intimacy
(chapter 63) rather than control. This decision is not merely about sex; it is an unconscious attempt to regain Kim Dan’s attention, to re-establish a connection that he does not yet fully understand but deeply craves.
(chapter 29) This remark exemplified his detachment, his refusal to acknowledge Kim Dan as a person rather than just a body. Once again, the intercourse was linked to achievement and work. However, in Episode 63, he actively seeks Kim Dan’s gaze, subtly pleading for recognition.
(chapter 63) This reversal is crucial because it indicates that he no longer sees Kim Dan as just a means to an end. However, his desire for recognition still lingers beneath the surface—just as he once sought validation through dominance, he now seeks it through Kim Dan’s acknowledgment. He wants something more, though he cannot yet articulate what that is, and his actions reflect a subconscious craving for emotional reassurance.
(chapter 13)
(chapter 3), removing them only
(chapter 3) – this image marks the change) when the doctor’s back is turned. Then in Episode 8, during the shower, he continues wearing shorts and underwear
(chapter 8), and his choice of the doggy style further reinforces his desire to avoid direct, face-to-face vulnerability.
(chapter 12) before removing it and adding the pink sex toy.
(chapter 12) Their bodies might have been close, but their minds remained divided. That’s why he couldn’t detect the huge bruises on his companion’s body.
(chapter 12) This guarded approach is further underlined in Episode 20
(chapter 20), where even in the midst of nakedness, the athlete deliberately positions the doctor in the dog stance. At the same time, he uses another MO: the darkness of the room to hide himself. This calculated arrangement maintains an emotional buffer, allowing him to remain physically exposed yet emotionally detached—a recurring theme in his behavior.
(chapter 29) while still cloaked in his familiar blue robe and pajamas. Interesting is that the room is not totally dark like in episode 20, the bedroom is illuminated by the huge TV screen. Importantly, this episode marks the first time they face each other in the bedroom, signaling a significant shift in their dynamic and announcing a switch in position. This newfound mutual visibility lays the groundwork for later developments.
(chapter 33) —a deliberate act imbued with symbolism. Unlike earlier encounters, the champion remains fully clothed throughout this episode,
(chapter 33) contrasting sharply with previous moments of exposure. The car scene, where they are now facing each other, reinforces the announced switch in intimacy; the light not only illuminates the scene but also serves as a metaphorical spotlight on his desire to see the doctor’s face and body
(chapter 33) —a silent assertion that only he can truly satisfy the physical therapist. Let’s not forget that before having sex together, the fighter resorted to a dildo
(chapter 33) rather direct physical intimacy, because he felt insecure after witnessing the actor’s advances toward Kim Dan. His goal? To reaffirm his dominance and make Kim Dan admit that he needed him for pleasure. It is important because it exposes that deep down, the champion views himself as a bad lover. There is no doubt that Heesung‘s criticism resonated with him.
(chapter 39) While receiving fellatio, the champion keeps his t-shirt on, only removing it later when he invites the doctor into bed.
(chapter 39) Maintaining the doggy style during this phase, he uses such intimate acts to mask his true longing and attraction—an effort to control the encounter while keeping his emotions under wraps. Then I noticed that they switched positions, when doc Dan asked for a break.
(chapter 39) The wolf chose to lie down on the bed:
(chapter 39) As you can see, through the different intercourses, we can see the different methods the star used to conceal himself, to hide his “weakness”, his growing feelings for the doctor.
(chapter 61) The physical therapist remembers an encounter bathed in bright light, where they stood before a couch: the doctor had removed his pants while the champion remained fully clothed, positioned behind him.
(chapter 61) After both reached climax, the sportsman swiftly departed—a stark demonstration of his habitual retreat into distance and fear, even as he ensures the doctor’s pleasure.
(chapter 63) Now lying on the bed facing each other, the pair’s physical closeness appears more genuine. Yet, even in this seemingly intimate configuration, they avoid locking eyes during penetration.
(chapter 4), we do not see whether he is wearing anything the morning after. After their “magic night” in the United States (Episode 39), the next morning, he is only shown taking a shower
(chapter 40) —meaning the audience never sees him leaving the bed. However, in Episode 45, the author deliberately includes a shot of Jaekyung leaving the bed while still wearing his black boxer briefs.
(chapter 45)
(chapter 45). This is just a rhetorical question, as he clearly remembers the night.
(chapter 45) In reality, he was wondering why he had acted this way. This contradiction—pretending to forget while consciously recalling their time together—reflects his internal denial. His next thought,
(chapter 45) is a transparent excuse to avoid confronting his emotions. The presence of the black underwear in this scene confirms that he had not fully lowered his guard; he still maintained a psychological barrier between himself and Kim Dan.
(chapter 54) The specter that haunts him—an unnamed figure whose words still echo in his nightmares—was the architect of his relentless pursuit of strength. Striking is that in his nightmare, he is facing the mysterious ghost, a sign that he saw hatred and rejection in his counterpart’s eyes. While Kim Dan’s halmoni took his hand and provided warmth
(chapter 22), Jaekyung’s guardian likely did the opposite.
(chapter 63) In the beginning, the champion grabbed doc Dan’s wrist. This shows that the athlete was not used to touch Kim Dan’s hand. And notice how the “hamster” reacted
(chapter 63) He pushed it away. This means that taking the doctor’s hand represents the biggest challenge for Joo Jaekyung right now. In addition, the last panel indicates the champion’s transformation, he is now willing to seek the doctor’s closeness. It also implies the vanishing influence from his past guardian.
(chapter 27) Under this new light, it could explain why the fighter forgot his passion. They made sure that he would train restlessly. In this environment, vulnerability was a defect to be eradicated, not a human trait to be acknowledged. This description reminded me think of Park Namwook and his family. The manager is a former national wrestler who is married to an athlete too.
(chapter 5) At the same time, it would highlight the potential danger of Park Namwook’s vision for the gym: an institution that might perpetuate the same cycle of control, shame, and expectation rather than fostering true passion and individuality in young athletes. That’s how I realized why the manager slapped his “boy” after the funny sparring:
(chapter 26) He explained that the main lead was just a doctor. However, I am quite certain, underneath, the manager thought that doc Dan was not fit to spare: so small and weak. He doesn’t fit the criteria to become a sparring partner. Look at his reaction, when Seonho faced the champion:
(chapter 46) Under this new light, it becomes comprehensible why Potato was also neglected by the manager. The young maknae belongs to a different weight category. There is this invisible rule that only strong people can become member from the gym. However, the purpose of such an institution shouldn’t be reduced to titles, strong and muscular men or boys. The gym should be opened to anyone who desires to have fun and improve their health.
(chapter 1), until he received the doctor’s massage in chapter 1. His attitude toward sex mirrors his training in the gym—focused on endurance, performance, and control. His body is a tool, a machine honed for efficiency.
(chapter 63) Pleasure is secondary; the real goal is lasting, enduring, proving his stamina. Even in his most intimate moments, he is competing against an invisible opponent—his own ingrained fear of inadequacy.
(chapter 63), why he keeps barriers between himself and Kim Dan, even when his body betrays his true desires.
(chapter 4) nudity was a tool of dominance, a means of asserting control. Now, it has become a sign of submission—not in the physical sense, but in the way he is slowly relinquishing the emotional armor he has always relied upon.
(chapter 63), but of his silent battle against the vulnerability he is beginning to feel. 

(chapter 61) While with his words, he implied that his fated partner was a man obsessed with sex, his complaint reveals his mindset. First, he is the one longing for human warmth
(chapter 59), hence he felt terrible sleeping alone. Secondly, he does not attribute worth to his own physical being beyond its utility for others. This explains why he has consistently neglected himself—avoiding food, disregarding his own injuries, and refusing to seek medical help when necessary.
(chapter 60) It underscores the reality that without his body, he cannot work. In this way, his physical deterioration forces him to confront an undeniable truth:
(chapter 59) his body is not just a tool for others, but the very foundation of his survival. I would even so far to say that his sick and stressed body would question his identity as PT and caregiver.
(chapter 43), they will replace him with a new ‘doll.’ This exploitation shaped his relationship with his own body—one that prioritized its use over its care.
(chapter 26) and 62
(chapter 62) that highlighted a crucial shift in how each of them perceives their own worth—and, more importantly, each other’s. The mirroring of these two episodes suggests a deliberate narrative structure that showcases their evolving dynamic, with each character taking on a role the other once held. This realization led me to explore how their perspectives on strength, vulnerability, and agency transform over time.
(chapter 26)
(chapter 62), Kim Dan’s smile (genuine versus fake) and the characters’ shifting roles in confrontation and protection. The numerical structure of this episode—where Joo Jaekyung (2) represents dominance
(chapter 26)
(chapter 26) This small yet significant act reveals that the champion does not see Kim Dan merely as a ‘sex doll’ but as someone worth protecting, even when challenging him. The protective gear is a contrast to Joo Jaekyung’s usual treatment of his one-night stands, reflecting an unconscious distinction between how he views Kim Dan versus his other partners. Finally, this sparring day exposes the doctor’s biased perception about the athlete in episode 62 once again.
(chapter 62) It was, as if he had no real talent. But let’s return our attention to the safety gears. The latter underline the high sense of responsibility of the champion, which readers could detect in episode 62. With the red accessories, Joo Jaekyung was showing his respect to the doctor as a man. In that scene, Kim Dan could choose his destiny. It is clear that “the hamster” has long forgotten this happy day
(chapter 26) – he was smiling genuinely here- , and has reduced his time spent with Joo Jaekyung to sex:
(chapter 16) and his minions. At the beginning of the fight, the doctor was not fighting for himself but for someone else, reinforcing his deep-seated belief that his worth was tied to service and sacrifice. However, during the match of the century, there was a short change. Kim Dan was reminded of his own past and fears. Thus, I deduce that in episode 62, it is Joo Jaekyung who must face his own greatest challenge—not a physical opponent, but the emotional vulnerability that comes with loss and uncertainty. Though he helped others, his generosity remained unnoticed by Kim Dan. Hence the latter was still unwilling to return to Seoul.
(chapter 62) On the surface, it looks like Joo Jaekyung lost.
(chapter 62) More importantly, Kim Dan’s words
(chapter 26), was happy to demonstrate his talents and kept smiling all the time:
(chapter 25) Kim Dan was interested to know more about this sport for the protagonist’s sake, whereas Potato was jealous of Kim Dan’s closeness to the star. How did the celebrity react, when he heard the doctor’s desire to learn fighting moves? He was totally pleased, hence he lowered himself smiling
(chapter 25) before returning to the ring:
(chapter 25). Notice that he employed the word “happy” here. This shows that the athlete liked to be a teacher and mentor to a novice.
(chapter 26), reinforcing his belief that his worth lies in service, and he requests an opportunity for someone else. The physical challenge that followed, in which the champion invited him into the ring, was meant to teach Kim Dan to overcome fear, though the original idea was to learn jujitsu moves for the champion’s sake. As you can see, there was a switch in the intentions for the “lesson”. This moment also highlights Joo Jaekyung’s approach to the body—power, physicality, and dominance, which will later be subverted in episode 62 when emotional resilience becomes the true test of strength.
(chapter 26) Though the doctor was initially immobile and passive, the experience became a significant lesson: fear was something that could be faced and overcome. From that moment on, he became more proactive
(chapter 26) This is a moment of physical initiation for Kim Dan, teaching him resilience. Nonetheless, he was still fighting for someone else, still locked in his pattern of self-neglect.
(chapter 62) This shift highlights a deeper irony: while Joo Jaekyung has always prided himself on his physical strength, he is now being tested in a way that cannot be resolved with fists.
(chapter 34), wealth
(chapter 55), not for its attractiveness or desirability. His reputation in bed has been poor;
(chapter 29) On the other hand, this suggestion challenges Joo Jaekyung’s previous experiences, forcing him to realize that he has never had to woo or seduce anyone before. This was the only time, where Jinx-philes could see him using his sex-appeal-
(chapter 34) He got confident, because he had played a trick on his room mate. His physicality has always been his defining trait, but for the first time, he is being confronted with the question: does he have more to offer beyond brute strength and money? If he wants to prove his worth, he must do more than rely on his body—he must reveal his true self.
(chapter 62) He does not plead; he challenges. This reversal is significant because it places Joo Jaekyung in the uncomfortable position of emotional uncertainty. In episode 26, the champion was confident in his control over the situation. In episode 62, he is on the verge of losing control—not over a fight, but over a person. Hence he can no longer control his erection.
(chapter 61) Why does he want him to return to Seoul? Is he really looking for a physical therapist or something else? It is clear that he is longing for companionship.
(chapter 26), which represents the MMA fighter’s world, the wolf is now the one penetrating Kim Dan’s world: the treatment table!
(chapter 62) The latter was brought to the hostel. I know, here I am more speculating about the next episode. However, keep in mind that the hamster brought up the past to his destined partner.
(chapter 1) The blue treatment table is the witness and proof that the champion never saw Kim Dan as a sex doll. So far, they never had sex on it, a sign that he respected not only Kim Dan as PT, but also the profession as such
(chapter 27) Here, the champion suggested to have sex at home, and not on the table. On the other hand, Jinx-philes will certainly recall this scene where the doctor begged on his knees for money:
(chapter 11) That’s how I discovered a strong connection between this item and sexuality. First, the one fantasying about the champion’s body on the treatment table had been Kim Dan
(chapter 1).
(chapter 1) The massage must have felt like caresses to Joo Jaekyung. So when the main lead made this mistake
(chapter 37) In the States, the athlete received his treatment on the floor, a sign of a disrespect for that profession from the manager and even MFC. They somehow knew that the fighter had brought his “sex partner” for his jinx, but they had no idea about his identity. By paying attention to the blue treatment table, I realized that this item stands for power, secret, courage and vulnerability.
(chapter 1) -thus he asked for a treatment. He was about to drop the man.
(chapter 1) However, contrary to their first encounter, the champion would be talking to his neighbor. While the doctor is thinking, he will relive his first night in the penthouse, the other might reproduce his first treatment, though it should be certainly combined with the intercourse on the couch: .
(chapter 29)
(chapter 62) But he made such an offer, because he thought, he was respecting the doctor’s wish. This shows that the athlete needs to converse properly with the doctor and not just make assumptions (MO from his manager). Moreover, the star has never expressed his gratitude and admiration towards Kim Dan concerning his talents and efforts openly. The problem is that he can not compliment him yet, because Joo Jaekyung is trying to “forget” the past and as such he is repressing the fight with Baek Junmin. I feel like the champion is on his way to discover the medical world and chapter 62 represents a prelude.
(chapter 57) He should have sent her to the hospital and ensure that she received treatment. Notably, after the sea incident, Joo Jaekyung took Kim Dan to the hospital, but the latter rejected the champion’s advice and help.
(chapter 13) So it dawned on me that if the doctor gets sick, Joo Jaekyung will be fueled with regrets and guilt, as he didn’t listen to Cheolmin’s advice. So this could lead him to apologize to Kim Dan. On the other hand, his illness could serve as a reminder to the fighter that he needs to treat his physical therapist and friend better. He only sent for the doctor because of “sex”. To conclude, both would be responsible for this terrible situation, a balance of responsibility.
(chapter 57) is not just a symptom of overwork and lack of sleep—it symbolizes the deep imbalance in his life. His world consists only of work
(chapter 62), without fun, rest, or emotional fulfillment. He has no hobby, no personal joy, and no real human connections. He is suffering from depression. Interestingly, the sense of balance is directly tied to the ear, which aligns with his emotional “deafness”—his lack of true contact with others.
(chapter 61) His mind and heart are no longer listening; he is trapped in his own darkness. His dizziness and fainting spells mirror this imbalance, making his physical weakness a reflection of his emotional detachment.
(chapter 54) and drinking habits.
(chapter 54) His headaches intensified, and he isolated himself, mirroring Kim Dan’s earlier state of detachment. His drinking hadn’t just become a habit—it was mourning, a sign of his internal loss. It was, as if deep down he wanted to forget this intoxicating feeling of happiness from that night in the penthouse. The departure of Kim Dan caused both of them to lose their already fragile balance, reinforcing the idea that their dynamic, as unhealthy as it had been, was stabilizing them in ways they never acknowledged.
(chapter 56) It was, as if the champion no longer needed to see his former room mate. Note that he even waited for the evening before approaching doc Dan again.
(chapter 60), he immediately went to the town. This contradiction reveals that mere visual presence was never sufficient—what he truly longed for was something deeper. And as soon as he saw him, he felt much better,
(chapter 61) hence he could remove his splint. That’s how powerful drug Kim Dan is. 😉
(chapter 61) While undergoing treatment, he saw Kim Dan every day, yet he remained unsatisfied due to the silent treatment. It was not enough to simply observe him; what Joo Jaekyung truly craved was conversation, interaction, and recognition. This explains his decision to move into the town, settling near Kim Dan as his neighbor.
(chapter 61) It also sheds light on why, during their latest encounter, he chose to turn his back on Kim Dan—he no longer needed to ‘see his face,’ he wanted acknowledgment and his return to the penthouse. He has not grasped it yet, but he already views the protagonist as his family and home.
(chapter 62) He asked a question, while the other did not! He just made assumptions from his part, hence he suggested “separate ways”. It was naturally his way of being considerate. That’s why I have the feeling that two words could move Kim Dan’s heart: “HOME” and “HYUNG”. If he calls him that way, the doctor is now recognized as a family member, even as a senior. Hence he needs to be treated with respect.
(chapter 62) he had previously ignored—he is undeniably attracted to Kim Dan’s body, particularly his nipples, which have repeatedly
(chapter 27) triggered strong reactions in him.
(chapter 29) That’s the moment he expressed his interest in the doctor’s nipples for the first time. This even became a habit:
(chapter 44). And what did the doctor whisper during that magical night?
(chapter 44) He wanted him to treasure his body!! In my eyes, Kim Dan’s suggestion in episode 62 is hiding another intention, though it is definitely unconscious:
(chapter 44), though in his mind, he desires to have a bad experience so that he can erase him from his mind. Finally, what do the nipples symbolize? Motherhood and nurturing.
(chapter 57)
(chapter 26) Moreover, it was thanks to a trick that Kim Dan won:
(chapter 26)
(chapter 26) He felt superior and strong, whereas his rival was weak. Moreover, he imagined that Kim Dan would ask for money for the bet.
(chapter 26) That’s why I believe that in the next episode, the roles should be switched. Kim Dan always saw himself morally superior and caring to the star, but in truth, his care was rather superficial, for he also showed no interest in the champion’s past and family. Thus I come to the following deduction that episode 62 suggests that arguing is not about losing or winning, but about listening. The champion has unknowingly become a caretaker, not only to the people of the town but, potentially, to Kim Dan himself. The question remains whether he will recognize that Kim Dan’s provocation is not just another fight lost (cutting off ties) —it is a seductive challenge to redefine his understanding of worth and their relationship. What are they to each other? A client and a prostitute? A fighter and a doctor? Or simply two men who are longing for the same: belonging and love. Nevertheless, due to their past, they are unable to detect the true source of their misery: their lack of reflection, own bias and anxieties.

(chapter 62), as his actions increasingly reflect a willingness to embrace his own fragility and build meaningful ties with those around him. Through his growing interactions with others and his immersion in the rhythms of town life, the champion begins to redefine his sense of identity and purpose, moving beyond dominance to discover the power of connection. From a man defined by strength, dominance, and transactional relationships
(chapter 62) Thus in this essay I will explore the symbolic meaning behind his actions in the town, the interplay of nature and community in his transformation, and how these moments reflect his internal growth. The analysis begins with his transformative experience in the ocean during his rescue of Kim Dan
(chapter 60), followed by his newfound attentiveness to his surroundings—jogging in silence and responding to the natural rhythms of life.
(chapter 62) This heightened awareness paves the way for his burgeoning integration into the town through labor
(chapter 62) and community service. His gradual acceptance of simplicity, represented by his clothing and the symbolism of cucumbers and potatoes, signals his reconnection to nature and humanity.
(chapter 60) In many ways, this moment functions as a symbolic baptism, reflecting a deeper narrative of renewal and change. In Chapter 28, Kim Dan’s immersion in water during a pool scene
(chapter 28) was symbolic of his acceptance of intimacy, reshaping his view of sex from something “filthy”
(chapter 20) into something natural and human.
(chapter 29) Similarly, Joo Jaekyung’s dive into the ocean can be interpreted as his baptism into a new “religion”: love and vulnerability.
(chapter 60) His gesture is not just about saving his loved one, but also showing care to humans in general. He can no longer be indifferent to someone in pain or in danger.
(chapter 62) He might complain, but in the end he accepts the presents. This change is reinforced by his willingness to accept gratitude in the form of vegetables and food rather than monetary gain, showing a newfound appreciation for simple, heartfelt exchanges over transactional relationships.
(chapter 59) caused by his grandmother’s neglect, indifference and rejection. The rescue, while focused on saving Kim Dan, also represents the birth of a new understanding for Joo Jaekyung—a recognition of the transformative power of vulnerability and connection.
(chapter 60) At the time, his eyes were fixed solely on Kim Dan
(chapter 60), not the natural world around him. The rescue planted a subconscious seed, setting the stage for his later behavior. When Kim Dan denies his assistance in Episode 60
(chapter 60), it’s as if the doctor erases that defining moment, refusing to acknowledge the champion’s care. Yet Joo Jaekyung does not react with anger or frustration. Instead, he takes the doctor’s rejection as challenge.
(chapter 60) However, contrary to the past, money and influence seems to have no impact on the physical therapist’s mind and heart. He is keeping the athlete at arms-length.
(chapter 62) For the first time, he is not merely running for fitness or competition; he is paying attention to his surroundings.
(chapter 62), and the natural rhythm of life around him.
(chapter 62) Running along the ocean, a setting that profoundly influences his state of mind, Joo Jaekyung demonstrates a newfound openness.
(chapter 62) This moment underscores his growing ability to connect with others sincerely, without suspicion or defensiveness. His willingness to engage reflects a broader transformation—one that prioritizes meaningful connections over dominance or transactional relationships. This newfound awareness signifies a major shift in his character. His senses are becoming attuned to the world beyond himself, and he is learning to differentiate between what truly matters and what does not.
(chapter 10), seeing only the “overpowering stench of poverty.”
(chapter 10) At that time, his perception was clouded by indifference and a focus on material circumstances. Now, however, his response to the elderly woman’s request reflects empathy and an awareness of human vulnerability.
(chapter 10), evoking a sense of cold detachment and judgment. In contrast, the moment where Joo Jaekyung is asked to repair the roof is bathed in daylight
(chapter 62) Thus I deduce that he never accepted any kind of compensation in the end. But none of the inhabitants could accept such a generosity, therefore they brought vegetables or dishes. Unlike his previous life, defined by detachment and impermanence, these acts of community-oriented labor mark a significant shift in how he values his strength—not as a tool for control
(chapter 62), but as a way to support and uplift others. The admiration from the inhabitants is genuine
(chapter 62) The champion feels really bad for his rejection after the incident with the spray. And since he believes that Kim Dan comes from that town, he thinks that he can redeem himself by helping his “community”.
(chapter 47), she rarely prioritized Kim Dan’s nourishment. The grandmother’s actions were driven by financial survival. Joo Jaekyung, on the other hand, receives food as a form of gratitude and recognizes the significance of nourishment beyond monetary gain.
(chapter 58) with the reality of his evolving personality and his behavior toward others. Choi Heesung’s dismissive remark that Joo Jaekyung would “flip his shit” if he knew the living conditions of Kim Dan implies a static, unchanging view of the champion, one that aligns with a superficial understanding of him as merely ruthless and violent. However, this chapter reveals the fallacy in such an interpretation, exposing the actor’s arrogance and lack of true insight into Joo Jaekyung’s character.
(chapter 23), they could have succeeded. Potato, the youngest member of the team, embodies this missed opportunity.
(chapter 9) His nickname, “Potato,” while intended as lighthearted and affectionate, is something he despises because he perceives it as demeaning. Yet the reality is quite the opposite—nicknames like these often carry affection and camaraderie. Yet he rejects it out of insecurity or an internalized belief in its inferiority.
(chapter 52) reveal a missed opportunity for bonding. The champion, who is evolving into a more open and empathetic individual, might have been an unexpected source of support and connection had Potato not listen to others and chosen to embrace this chance instead of harboring negative assumptions.
(chapter 62) underscores the gap between perception and reality, showing how preconceived notions can prevent genuine relationships from forming. It also reinforces the theme of growth and transformation, as Joo Jaekyung continues to break away from the static image others have of him, proving that even the most misunderstood individuals can surprise us with their capacity for change. The interplay between the nickname “Potato” and its underlying affection further echoes the theme of finding value and beauty in simplicity—a motif central to the champion’s journey as he embraces humility and authenticity.
(chapter 62). This stands in opposition to the previous scene in front of the hospice:
(chapter 61) The focus on Joo Jaekyung’s feet
(chapter 62) The hospital or Kim Dan’s presence may provide him with a sense of stability and calmness, allowing him to adopt a more casual and relaxed appearance. Additionally, the contrast between his expensive jeans and branded t-shirt and his unassuming sandals reveals a division between his public image and private self. While his clothing aligns with his status as a wealthy and successful individual, the casual footwear hints at a simpler, more authentic side of him that is emerging in this setting. It reflects his willingness to shed some of the societal expectations tied to his identity.
(chapter 62) Feet often represent movement or progress, and wearing casual footwear like sandals might signify that he is in a state of personal transformation. The lack of socks further emphasizes this shedding of layers—he is slowly allowing himself to be more vulnerable and introspective, stepping away from his usual, controlled persona. Finally, sandals reflect his connection to the environment. His footwear choice underscores that the hospital is a place where he feels secure and unthreatened. The focus on his feet could symbolize his groundedness in the moment, highlighting that this environment allows him to pause and reflect, rather than act or defend.
(chapter 62), he is immediately approached by the town chief.
(chapter 42), where appearances and dominance once took precedence over community and connection.
(chapter 02) The penthouse, perched high above the city, served as a symbol of isolation and self-reliance—an ivory tower of sorts, detached from the world below. In contrast, the town’s hostel
(chapter 62) reflects shared experiences and human connection, embodying a shift toward groundedness and humility.
(chapter 30) This evolution from animalistic aggression
(chapter 30) to floral gentleness mirrors his inner journey—from a man who thrived on dominance to one who values connection and vulnerability. By choosing practicality over intimidation, he signals a readiness to embrace his humanity and shed the pretensions of his past. Moreover, the hat has here a different function: it serves as a real protection from the sun, hence his neck is covered.
(chapter 62) “Jaegeng.” While this may initially appear as a simple mistake due to the landlord’s poor hearing, it holds deeper symbolic weight. This renaming can be interpreted as part of Joo Jaekyung’s rebirth in the town—a reflection of his evolving identity.
(chapter 7) Yet here, in the quiet simplicity of the town, he is seen not for his image but for his actions. The landlord’s care and warmth
(chapter 19). This creates a fascinating parallel between the two characters: both grapple with the idea of belonging, but from opposing starting points. While Kim Dan longs for acceptance in a community
(chapter 56) that has continually rejected him (parents, students, hospital; Team Black), Joo Jaekyung is learning how to stop running—physically and emotionally—and to establish a sense of permanence for the first time in his life.
(chapter 61)
(chapter 59) Hence I have the impression, she could be the one leading him there, if not Kim Dan. Let’s not forget that the doctor’s deepest wish is to go on a walk through the woods:
(chapter 62) It was a mixture of white, purple, pink and orange, a sign that not only the champion’s life has become more colorful, but also the night stands under the sign of love, enlightenment and life. At the same time, it reminded me of the night when the puppy was buried:
(chapter 59) Thus I am expecting another huge transformation in the next episode.


(chapter 55) One might think that the causes for his throbbing head are his depression and insomnia. On the other hand, I am quite certain that many readers had a different explanation for his migraine. He is missing his lover, Kim Dan, as the color red symbolizes the headache and the physical therapist’s name is strongly intertwined with this pigment which was once again confirmed in episoe 56.
Thus I consider this image, where the champion is seen
(chapter 43) eating a strawberry with cream as the announcement of the magical night between Kim Dan and his fated partner. The fruit with the cream represented a violation to his strict diet.
(chapter 55) or the medicine against migraine.
(chapter 54) However, in episode 55, we can observe a huge change in the champion.
(chapter 55) The latter is finally admitting the inefficiency of the medicine. In other words, in this scene, he was giving up on them. This represents an important step on his way to enlightenment. For me, it signifies that he is stopping relying on pharmaceutical products. Let’s not forget that in the past, he rejected the PT and even neglected them. Why? It is because he trusted more sprays and other medicines than people.
(chapter 49) Therefore the switch of the spray had to occur. He needed to question his prejudices and attitude. But let’s return our attention to the champion and his throbbing head. One detail in this panel caught my notice.
(chapter 55). This means that she had not seen the mess in the master room before:
(chapter 55) And now, pay attention to the number of the bottles in his room:
(chapter 55)
(chapter 55) Consequently, I judge the cleaning lady as the positive version of Park Namwook. Though she uses social norms, she doesn’t use them against her employee. She didn’t condemn him, it is a mixture of teasing and reminder. At the same time, her intervention implies that she must have noticed changes in her boss after the arrival of Kim Dan in the flat and his departure. That’s the reason why I have the impression that this image is announcing another turning point in the champion’s life either:
(chapter 55) He won’t drink like before. However, I don’t think that he will behave like in the past: reject any alcohol entirely.
(chapter 55), his migraine vanished. Though he is holding his head the next morning and hiding his gaze
(chapter 55), the Webtoonist didn’t add any red or “throb” as an indication for a migraine. As you can see, his headache is strongly intertwined with repressing the physical therapist and as such locking away memories. However, there exists another cause. What had the doctor done in the past?
(chapter 23) That’s how little kids are admired and loved. This stands in opposition to the abuser’s behavior:
(chapter special 2) The same way than Kim Dan with the patting! In other words, the champion is deep down longing for such a gesture, but he has not realized it yet. Nevertheless, I believe that he just needs a trigger.
(chapter 55) With his left opened eye!! The exact opposite from this picture:
(chapter 55) This observation got confirmed in episode 56, though I couldn’t expose it before the release of the new chapter.
(chapter 56) As long as the fighter thinks of his fated partner, he is not plagued with a throbbing head. This shows that it has something to do with repressing memories. However, his physical condition is still not improving:
(chapter 56) Because I discovered the connection between memories and the physical therapist, it is important to examine the interaction between the main lead and the new uke.
(chapter 55) And where did he have his migraine exactly?
(chapter 55) It was on the right side and eye! It truly exposes that Joo Jaekyung was getting punished for his attitude. He is not allowed to bury and forget Kim Dan. The star’s open eyes in this episode symbolize denial, lack of self-awareness and as such the absence of insight. He is also punished for his lies in episode 2. His words might have reflected the truth, but his words didn’t expose a change of heart. He was taking advantage of this situation as well. So when the pain intensified pushing him to close his right eye, we should consider this image as a short moment of reflection and realization. In the restroom, he was forced to admit that only Kim Dan could kiss him. Is it a coincidence that just before Mingwa presented this image
(chapter 55) He was just standing there and avoiding his gaze.
(chapter 5) Therefore he was in a happy mood after that match. A simple gesture with a lot of power! He has been missing this hand or better said this gesture. This action was the main lead’s true motivation.
(chapter 54) Don’t forget that Dominic Hill had expressed his admiration in a similar way, patting on the back:
(chapter 40) No wonder why he felt so lost and empty after the last fight.
(chapter 43) this was the coach’s hand. In other words, the athlete felt more close to the coach than to the manager. This would explain why he would listen to the coach and even entrust him with huge tasks like the charity event. Strangely, in season 1, we can observe how more or more he is distancing himself from the fighter. Probably related to his secret relationship with Kim Dan. According to my theory, the coach is aware of their relationship. They are more than just boss and employee. As you can see, I don’t think that the champion is right now just missing the doctor’s sweet lips. Deep down, he would like to be patted by his loved one, exactly like Potato.
(special episode 2) But this is what he received after the last match:
(chapter 2) The champion’s reaction is quite telling. He is not easily swayed. But we have another bigger evidence that his intercourses were replacement for “fights”. In The States, the fighter asked Kim Dan to join him at 11:00.
(chapter 38) He needed to prepare himself mentally, to visualize how he would screw his opponent Dominic Hill. He was just taking the expression “fuck/screw” too literally. The latter idiom has the following synonyms: to cheat, oppress, bleed, coerce, wrest and to tighten. Just before the doctor came to his door, what was the athlete doing? He was watching a video from his challenger:
(chapter 38) Therefore it is not surprising that he rejected Kim Dan’s request first.
(chapter 39) He didn’t feel like it, because he was not aroused at all. Imagine that he needed two hours for that erection, a sign that during that night, Kim Dan was in reality a replacement for the American fighter.
(chapter 38) In fact, he needed a fellatio to get an erection, and he only started getting excited, when he saw the doctor’s gaze. That’s the reason why he remembered this image under the shower:
(chapter 53) The latter didn’t feel the need to have more sex with Kim Dan, he let his partner leave the place. Why? This contrasts so much to their First Wedding Night:
(chapter 4)
(chapter 53) Pay attention to the behavior from the fighter during their last night together. He is looking away, he is not paying attention to his fated companion. His mind was elsewhere, focused on Baek Junmin! In my opinion, during that night, the champion had been able to differentiate between the physical therapist and his opponent. Fighting was more important than sex and as such his sex partner. To conclude, the physical therapist had been able to win Joo Jaekyung’s belief and heart. He was no longer a replacement at all. He had become a person close the fighter.
(chapter 49) he wanted to screw Baek Junmin for real. In this image, the athlete oozes confidence and strength. This means that he was no longer dependent on the good fuck before the match.
(chapter 53) However, the main lead never realized this huge change, he kept his old belief as a tradition out of habit. This explicates why the fighter tried to replace with a new uke
(chapter 55), but here the sex was longer connected to a match, rather to fun. Finally, observe how the champion is now blaming his PT for his ruined match:
(chapter 56). I don’t think, he was referring to the spray incident, rather to their night before the match. The doctor had not behaved like a real opponent, he had admitted his “defeat” quite easily. He had left the ring before procuring him a good fuck. He was blaming his partner for violating his rule:
(chapter 44) Sex is a synonym for love and as such it is about giving pleasure and affection to his partner. It is a two-way street. And this is something that the champion has to admit and accept. Thus I deduce that the fighter still has a long way to go before dropping all his fake principles. Like mentioned before, he needs to ponder on the following question: what matters to him the most? His championship or his happiness? Or what is sex to him? Why does he think that he is jinxed? He needs to face his own painful past and remember the face of his tormentor.
(chapter 49) Baek Junmin and the abusive parent.
(chapter 54) However, this gesture had the opposite signification: rage, resent… but also sweet revenge! He must have recalled the Shotgun’s face.
(chapter 52) There’s no doubt that thanks to the doctor, the champion will learn that he can get “justice” and satisfaction through other means. He can defeat the ghosts from the past, not just thanks to his fists and hard work, but also thanks to his surroundings and knowledge. Lawsuit and media!
(chapter 1) The physical therapist is not only his reward and price, but also his “second shoulder” and as such his pillar. The new PT won’t be able to replace him. Joo Jaekyung is not just a champion, but also a team: Kim Dan as his PT and his lover. As for Kim Dan, the celebrity is his “energy drink”, his source of comfort and joy. He is also his home, for he is the first one who invited him to stay with him! Yes, the grandmother didn’t invite her grandson to live with her, he was just dumped at her place. And because the celebrity is like a home and family, it explicates why the doctor is once again “living like a ghost”. 



(Chapter 1) Imagine that he was in the middle of an intercourse. Yet he felt the need to have someone else by his side. It was, as if the grass on the other side was looking greener. 😉 Yes, in this scene, I detect parallels between Choi Heesung and Joo Jaekyung.
(Chapter 33) On the one hand, the celebrity felt attracted to Kim Dan, on the other hand he had already sensed that the green-haired uke was greedy and even too passive. He was letting the celebrity fuck him. Yet there was neither real interaction nor sensuality between them. Hence the athlete could call Kim Dan during their sex. Funny is that the other didn’t mind at all, or in the worst case he didn’t even notice it. This shows not only the deafness and blindness of the mint goblin, but also the absence of communication and understanding in their “couple”. It was, as though the green-haired uke had submitted himself of becoming a sex toy. So by recalling the doctor, there is no doubt that the athlete couldn’t have voiced this change verbally. Why was he thinking of someone else during the intercourse? He was just simply not feeling it, the “great fuck”. In other words, Joo Jaekyung was attracted to Kim Dan by lust! In my previous analysis entitled
(chapter 2) He had never done it before. As for the champion, Manhwa-lovers can grasp that since their relationship was purely physical (not even accompanied with romanticism due to the athlete’s jinx), the lust from the champion’s side could only weaken overtime. When the athlete met the actor, he had not met the green-haired man before. Hence the sportsman was sitting at the bar looking more or less for a new partner.
(chapter 33) So the relationship between the “prostitute” and the fighter must have lasted around 3 months, the same amount of time than with the physical therapist. The uke had put no effort, for in verity he was relying on the athlete’s jinx. The latter just needed him, and no one was willing to experience such a rough sex session. The reason why I gave the green-haired uke the nickname “mint goblin” is the following. He brought some fresh breathe in the athlete’s life, for contrary to his past lovers, this one didn’t run away. However, as time passes on, the mint taste couldn’t mask his corrupted mind and heart. He was passive and rotten deep inside. But there’s more to it. Thanks to the mint goblin, the athlete learned an important lesson. It was possible that someone could match his strength in bed. Yes, the latter wasn’t passing out like the others. Deep down, the star could sense that he was no monster, a criticism he had received from the actor.
(chapter 1), he got attracted to this pretty and cute new face. However, contrary to the comedian, he didn’t realize this, for the athlete is not someone who thinks deeply. He acts rather on his emotions, exactly like his mentor Park Namwook. Since lust is the first stage of love, the recipient of his “attraction” needed to give him a signal that he was interested in him. I doubt that the celebrity would have made a move on him, if the doctor had not made this mistake
(chapter 33) We have the novelty aspect (bringing thrill into their relationship) and the champion’s selfishness. The sex toy was utilized as a “punishment”, for the athlete was upset due to his jealousy. However, this perception is still too short-sighted. You will laugh, as soon as you read my new interpretation.
(chapter 8)
(chapter 33) However, this desire was accompanied with rejection and denial too. This explicates why the champion didn’t know how to interpret Kim Dan’s thoughts and emotions.
(chapter 33) Was Kim Dan feeling the same way than him or not? Did Kim Dan desire him or not? And this leads me to the next sex session:
(chapter 34) For the first time, the athlete was divulging his physical attraction and desire towards the doctor. He seduced him with his own body. Yet, in order to keep the upper hand in their relationship, he was the one who was determining how they would have sex:
(chapter 34) As you can see, during season 1, it took a long time for the athlete to admit “lust and physical attraction” towards the doctor. One might reply that the celebrity had already admitted this to the physical therapist:
(chapter 41) He didn’t expect a love confession He wanted to know if Kim Dan was finally accepting him as his partner, if he desired him too. Yes, gradually the possibility of dating was slowly emerging. Like mentioned in the introduction, lust is just the beginning of love. So should Kim Dan have remembered this night in the hotel room, he would have come not only to deny his feelings for the athlete, but also he would have reduced this “I love you” to lust, just a physical reaction due to the drug. A new version of the blue night, the only difference is that that night he kept his thoughts to himself.
(chapter 45) What did the athlete imagine here? A fake love confession from Kim Dan, a stan trying to live out a fantasy. He was expecting “dating”, a notion he couldn’t accept, for he was confusing “lust” with “love”. That’s the reason why he couldn’t accept Doc Dan’s present and “gratitude”. They sounded like fake, especially since he was showing respect to the celebrity and not to the man himself! Yes, even in that scene, the PT was still hiding his own true emotions and attraction towards the handsome man. Joo JAekyung has no idea that Kim Dan views him as “perfect”
(chapter 53) than with this one: 




